How do you love again

I think the trip will be good for you. I just can't believe how back and forth she is with you. If you act like you really want to see her, she goes backward. But if you are more matter of fact, if you have time to see me, she goes into I can't wait to see you overload.

I think the stronger we are, then they are the ones who start acting like us.

Same thing happened to me today. He has sent 2 notes. One I could not believe saying how sorry he was for being too harsh with me last night, when I told him what I thought of the situation. He actually apologized.
That is the second time he has ever been sorry. But it was too late.
This time, I said, you should have never treated that way begin with.I want a man who will love me and no head games.

I do not want to be a fool. If someone told me their story and it sounded like mine, I would tell them, they just aren't into you. They are not being good to you.

We both deserve better. I know how I feel when I am happy with a person.
I do not want to be trapped again and upset. Life is too short and there are others out there better. Why do we let people like this get away with it?

I had the courage to just say I'm tired of this, and this is not going anywhere. I am tired of hanging on to something that does not exist.
Now I am sad, but also glad of the drama that has gone away.

The Dobe

Dmac- wow thanks for the kind words...very sweet! But just for the record I never really see myself as out of anyones league...just still trying to define the man I am looking for

Drea and Den, You two better find a way to meet! (singing Matchmaker, matchmaker make me a match....)


If nothing else, it seems like you would hit it off as good friends. JMO

"i did however tell her that i would still be there and if she had time and wanted to see me to let me know when and I would see if i had time..and now of course she is calling me telling me she cant wait to see me and hang out.. so whatever.. "

Well, Den, are we copying stories? Now he wants to come up Sat.
Doesn't make sense, but we shall see. But I never see it as it was ever.

There is a bright star in the horizon, yes. I am putting energy into that.
I wonder if you know what I mean? Can't say here of course.


The Dobe

Will this drama ever end, yes. Now Sat is off, another time, but things haven't changed. So I declare it over.

The bright star blew out.

Life goes on in the fast lane,
The Dobe