Something random to think about pt 2

Anna is a constant in my life. Always was. Always will be. And theres nothing I can do about it, nor am I willing to do about it. She was great to me back in the day, but things just dont stay the same. We took our vow of silence towards each other and on the 1 year anniversary of it I just had to break it to talk to her. Talking to her again really made me realize what I was doing. Anna wasnt the same girl I feel in love with years ago anymore. She just...wasnt. It wasnt her. It was someone else. Someone cold and cruel. Believe it or not, this time around I was sweet and kind as can be--but she insisted on snapping at me and/or trying to make me snap at her. In a way, we are the cat and the mouse. Overall though, I just had to let go. I saw during that conversation that holding on any longer would be pointless--Anna was lost a long time ago and it was only until then that I realized that. Love really does only allow you to see what you want to see.



In an attempt to end my rant I will briefly close up on the thought that life literally is roads. Paths. Twists. Bends in a turn. Obstacles. Dead ends. You can know where youre going and play it safe, or you can take spontaneous paths and just see what happens, or play the dark side. Life is a choice. Make it.