the stormy pain poem by nikki

the pain i feel
makes me weak
with hunger
the longing i desire
lost within the thunder
the lightening strikes me
yet im still standing
how do i survive
this sound of terror
i tremble inside
yet look strong as ever
this life i live
is nothing above any other
theres ppl worse of then me
yet people who shine brighter than me
the only thing u see
is the lightening that strikes me
that lights me up
but not yet saves me
saves me from this pain
this craze
this terrible pain
ive given the best fight
yet i stay in place
sinking deeper n deeper
in this phase
they say lightening never strikes the same place 2
yet after every round of glory days
far away u hear the rumble begin
until the day u get a break
n things change
the storm begins to calm
the noises fade
the sun begins to shine
and u hope u dont fall
fall back into the eye
the eye that once shattered ur soul.