Fight inside the soul...
The hardest fight, when you`ve been sliding downhill several years, is to convince youreself to stop before you reach the bottom...Because there is a accid lake there, that will tear youre body apart, and only leave a layer of smoke at the surface.
Now starting to understand that it`s up to oure selves to stop this downhill trip, and begin climbing upp to the top again...Back to real life!
And beyond that top there will be another one, so the climbing will continue as long as we keep focus on the important things in life!
Beeing reminded that we are worth the lives we are given, is a great thing!
I sometimes feel there is an Angel watching over me, that comes and give me a slap in my face when I need it. And hugs me even when I don`t think I deserve it...
Were looking at eachother, wondering how it would be like if we met this face for real...would it be a great meeting, ore just a emtpty cup again?
Great, issen`t it?
I spoke with my daughter again, the one who rang me from the hospital.
Her shoulder is still hurting, but nothing was broken.
So she sounded much happier today, and again she asked when I was comming home...
I didn`t go to the facktory today, because there were some truble getting the concreet pump we need to fill the test-mat that we have been working on.
It will be done tomorrow, they tell me.... (yeah, I`ll believe it when it`s done)
I don`t think I will take the offer I got last night...
Think it`s a bad idea to trust strangers when I have no clue who, ore what they are?
I`m I too paranoid, ore am I smart?
What if this was a lifetime chance to learn and meet someone spechial?
Just be sure we all are safe, all the time.
We can meet here in Cyberspace, without risking more than nothing!
Is it possible to find the one we seak here on this site?
I really wonder...
But I feel friendship has come my way lately, and THAT is the best feeling I`ve had fore a very long time.
Thank`s!
Comments (63)
I'm so glad your daughter is doing better!
Friendships are a sure treasure......like I always say, friendships are the "soul to soul" connection that lifts us high beyond this physical world and into a beautiful uplifting light.
Very nice to see you here!
I like cats... I think Baltus does too, because he gets very exited when he ses one...
Sometimes some of the objeckts come out of course and hit eachother...
With a bang!
Would that be possible on a site like this?
It is %100 possible,and a bit more %1000, am sure sure sure u will find her on here if u really want from ur deeep heart
Had u ur lunch? what Baltus love?
Can u speak a bit Indian, Urdu?
Love to the wrold
Partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Parti!!
Goody, my love, nice to see you!
Would have been nice to speak Bengalish, so I could understand more about this "crazy" place...
Baltuslove I feel hungry when i see u in India on ur blogs oh my GOD Indian foods are sooooooo delishkind people are everywhere, love them
U r luckyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, love u lucky Baltus
Any time...
But then we use oure bodylanguage, and it`s great fun!
One of the guyes I "talked " with, said a lot of things, and tutched me, probably saying something about my pail skin...
So, I spoke back in Norwegian, and we understood eachother just fine!
The Sun is HOT and it burns my Nut
Sung to the tune of The Tide is High...
Ready....Steadyyyyy.....SPLAT
Acid lake?
ah, I know it well. I have gotten good and clinging just above the bubbling surface.
I don't have any answers. I can tell you that I like coming here to "be" with folks like you.
I don't believe money is the answer, but sure wish i had some so i could travel at a moments notice, feel the excitement of watching the clock until my plane lands and i would get to meet people like you.
i put all the details in my head like, what would i wear(it would be different with each CS'r), and if a handshake or hug is due.
I think if I were to meet anyone here I would end up laughing for the simple reason that I would be so happy to hang with someone I shared my secrets with and in return wasn't kicked in the gut.
Long story short, even if i don't find a love partner, my time here has sent "lonely" out the door.
love,
Lookylou
Here goes nothing!
Have fun everyone see you next time
yes, the freedom to choose wherever whenever is something we all cold dream about...
Lonelyness was what brought me to this site too....
I`m here, somwhere in wonderland, and about to go out to have a look at life!
Love back to you, my friend!
before you go, what should i wear? Always curious about what men want.:-)
I will take a walk and see whats out there... Who knows?