Fight inside the soul...

The hardest fight, when you`ve been sliding downhill several years, is to convince youreself to stop before you reach the bottom...
Because there is a accid lake there, that will tear youre body apart, and only leave a layer of smoke at the surface.

Now starting to understand that it`s up to oure selves to stop this downhill trip, and begin climbing upp to the top again...Back to real life!
And beyond that top there will be another one, so the climbing will continue as long as we keep focus on the important things in life!

Beeing reminded that we are worth the lives we are given, is a great thing!
I sometimes feel there is an Angel watching over me, that comes and give me a slap in my face when I need it. And hugs me even when I don`t think I deserve it...
Were looking at eachother, wondering how it would be like if we met this face for real...would it be a great meeting, ore just a emtpty cup again?
Great, issen`t it?
I spoke with my daughter again, the one who rang me from the hospital.
Her shoulder is still hurting, but nothing was broken.
So she sounded much happier today, and again she asked when I was comming home...happy place

I didn`t go to the facktory today, because there were some truble getting the concreet pump we need to fill the test-mat that we have been working on.
It will be done tomorrow, they tell me.... (yeah, I`ll believe it when it`s done)grin
I don`t think I will take the offer I got last night...
Think it`s a bad idea to trust strangers when I have no clue who, ore what they are?
I`m I too paranoid, ore am I smart?
What if this was a lifetime chance to learn and meet someone spechial?
Just be sure we all are safe, all the time.
We can meet here in Cyberspace, without risking more than nothing!

Is it possible to find the one we seak here on this site?
I really wonder...
But I feel friendship has come my way lately, and THAT is the best feeling I`ve had fore a very long time.
Thank`s!

cool wine teddybear

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Baltus..Good to hear from you again!!handshake cheers
And very nice to see you too, Parti!cheers hug
Baltus!!!!!!! Your Angel is always watching over you...never doubt it!!!! Someday you will almost feel its wings angel

I'm so glad your daughter is doing better!

Friendships are a sure treasure......like I always say, friendships are the "soul to soul" connection that lifts us high beyond this physical world and into a beautiful uplifting light. happy place
Marina, Thanks! Yeah, real friendship comes from the heart and can`t be shown on any photos!
Very nice to see you here!teddybear bouquet
And yeah, Parti, youre right... It`s me this time... Not that other guy...grin cheers cheers
AAHHHH!! Cheered up,Have we ???rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing cheers
I`m trying hard, Parti!laugh grin cheers cheers
Don't worry Baltus.....we'll run around in circle untill your eyes pop rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing That's after I steal Parti's cat and run around her rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing
grin Poore cat...laugh rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing
I like cats... I think Baltus does too, because he gets very exited when he ses one...innocent hug
What really makes me wonder, is if the circkles are getting bigger ore smaller... Like the solarsystem...
Sometimes some of the objeckts come out of course and hit eachother...confused
With a bang!laugh grin cheers
Would that be possible on a site like this?dunno
confused smitten heart1
laugh rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing Nice kitty, Parti!grin cheers cheers
youhoooooooooooooo Baltushug love love lovelips heart wings
It is %100 possible,and a bit more %1000, am sure sure sure yay u will find her on here if u really want from ur deeep heartangel2
Had u ur lunch? what Baltus love?
Can u speak a bit Indian, Urdu?
Love to the wroldheart wings
wave Partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Let Intuition do the steering !!!
professorParti!! rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing cheers
laugh I can speak in tungs...grin
Goody, my love, nice to see you!heart beating
Would have been nice to speak Bengalish, so I could understand more about this "crazy" place...innocent laugh
And where should we meet, Summer?confused cowboy bouquet
I`ll have to work on that too my friend... My intuition has brought me to India, so maybe it will bring more...grin cheers cheers

Let me consult Parti's Kitty Cat rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing At this stage we are conspiring together for a fun time Parti rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing
laugh India loves u, Goody loves u, all is okay with u, be happy Baltus love and joy also learn abit Indian dancelaugh
joyjoyjoy
Baltuslove I feel hungry when i see u in India on ur blogsrolling on the floor laughing oh my GOD Indian foods are sooooooo delishdancingkind people are everywhere, love themheart wings
U r luckyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, love u lucky Baltusyay
dancing hug
I hope youre conspiricy will incloode a Norwegian lad, fore the time beeing is totally confused by this strange city...laugh grin cheers hug
Baltus..Dont you Know they speak Chee'Chee I think!!dunno cheers
WOW!!!! I have to camb my thin hear after youre comments, goodylove!grin A lot of love stright back at you!!!heart beating teddybear teddybear (the food is hot!)blues But I like it!grin yay
Thats Minced English...thumbs up beer
Soooooo, Marina...batting Want me to give any suggestiones...angel I`m sure you could make my eyes pop...
Any time... grin bouquet lips
OOOOkay, Parti, I was wondering what the hell you were talking about....confused grin cheers
But yeah, I can talk with most of the people here... Only the ones who comes from the forrest is difficult to understand...
But then we use oure bodylanguage, and it`s great fun!
One of the guyes I "talked " with, said a lot of things, and tutched me, probably saying something about my pail skin...
So, I spoke back in Norwegian, and we understood eachother just fine!grin cheers cheers
The food is HOT and it Burns my Tum
The Sun is HOT and it burns my Nut
Sung to the tune of The Tide is High...rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing beer
LOL @ Baltus......the Puddy Cat has suggested Icecream Fireworks rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing

Ready....Steadyyyyy.....SPLAT hole joy
laugh rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing That was really something, Marina!rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing oooooohhhh... you people make me laugh til I cry!grin hug hug
I think I`m in the mood to go out and get lost tonight...grin hug hug
Marina..Is that a bit like a Cold Pie and a Hot Beer ???wow rolling on the floor laughing rolling on the floor laughing bouquet
Hi, Baltus!

Acid lake?

ah, I know it well. I have gotten good and clinging just above the bubbling surface.

I don't have any answers. I can tell you that I like coming here to "be" with folks like you.

I don't believe money is the answer, but sure wish i had some so i could travel at a moments notice, feel the excitement of watching the clock until my plane lands and i would get to meet people like you.

i put all the details in my head like, what would i wear(it would be different with each CS'r), and if a handshake or hug is due.

I think if I were to meet anyone here I would end up laughing for the simple reason that I would be so happy to hang with someone I shared my secrets with and in return wasn't kicked in the gut.

Long story short, even if i don't find a love partner, my time here has sent "lonely" out the door.

love,
Lookyloulips
Hot shower, cold beer and some sensible shoes....grin cheers cheers An Alien surrounded by Aliens...
Here goes nothing!
cool wine teddybear
LOL @ Parti.......whatever works to make you guys jump giggle

Have fun everyone crazy see you next time party
Thanks, Marina! Great fun!hug hug teddybear
Yeah Midnight, G,Night...Ive gotta get up early Bye...yawn sleep cheers
lookylou, I can suggest something to wear when we meet...innocent
yes, the freedom to choose wherever whenever is something we all cold dream about...
Lonelyness was what brought me to this site too....
I`m here, somwhere in wonderland, and about to go out to have a look at life!
Love back to you, my friend!
heart beating teddybear
See you, Parti! Thank`s!cheers cheers
baltus it's good to see you feeling cheerful. Always trust your intuition. Having friends is the best feeling in the world. Enjoy yourself this evening. hug beer
hey Baltus,
before you go, what should i wear? Always curious about what men want.:-)
Thank`s, My friend! You are alwayes nice to me Sweetkitten!
I will take a walk and see whats out there... Who knows?

hug teddybear
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