Fight inside the soul...
The hardest fight, when you`ve been sliding downhill several years, is to convince youreself to stop before you reach the bottom...Because there is a accid lake there, that will tear youre body apart, and only leave a layer of smoke at the surface.
Now starting to understand that it`s up to oure selves to stop this downhill trip, and begin climbing upp to the top again...Back to real life!
And beyond that top there will be another one, so the climbing will continue as long as we keep focus on the important things in life!
Beeing reminded that we are worth the lives we are given, is a great thing!
I sometimes feel there is an Angel watching over me, that comes and give me a slap in my face when I need it. And hugs me even when I don`t think I deserve it...
Were looking at eachother, wondering how it would be like if we met this face for real...would it be a great meeting, ore just a emtpty cup again?
Great, issen`t it?
I spoke with my daughter again, the one who rang me from the hospital.
Her shoulder is still hurting, but nothing was broken.
So she sounded much happier today, and again she asked when I was comming home...
I didn`t go to the facktory today, because there were some truble getting the concreet pump we need to fill the test-mat that we have been working on.
It will be done tomorrow, they tell me.... (yeah, I`ll believe it when it`s done)
I don`t think I will take the offer I got last night...
Think it`s a bad idea to trust strangers when I have no clue who, ore what they are?
I`m I too paranoid, ore am I smart?
What if this was a lifetime chance to learn and meet someone spechial?
Just be sure we all are safe, all the time.
We can meet here in Cyberspace, without risking more than nothing!
Is it possible to find the one we seak here on this site?
I really wonder...
But I feel friendship has come my way lately, and THAT is the best feeling I`ve had fore a very long time.
Thank`s!
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See you all later! (I hope)...
Now I`m going...
...this mat ore madras, is a concreet framework filled with steelropes and stuff... To use under water and other places it will be difficult to use traditional framework ...
The tainted me!
Not sure if I dare to go to the place I was yeasterday...
It might be foolish!
The pump is just to be able to fill this test-thing...
Don`t misunderstnd me, please,,,, I love this country my way, and my problems will alwayes be my own....
Thank`s!
It`s underground and like a labyrint... You might never see the sunlight again if you get lost in there...
It`s so many things in there, that you cant even imagine...
I felt like a alien walking through those corridores....
Maybe I felt like dr.Livingstone...
This country has so much....
Much more than we can imagine....
I feel like a litle one walking in this markeds....
but also proud that I am capable to respeckt myself... on a good day!
Nice to see you, and I hope everything is fine whit you too!