my day to day dream,((((the lottery))))

done alot of that sometimes as I was younger as well
as preoccupations to keep busy not being able to under
stand life.
sometimes I dream what I would do if I hit the lottery
I means multi millions sadly money does buy happiness I
came to the conclusion as I think of the gold digging
lawyers and circunstances like a few oj simpson or Robert Blake
shocking, boy it would be unbelivable I figure just the thought
of me being so wise is a threat now and to have the power to
invest in a legal battle to finally get it to publics awareness
disgrace,humilulation,ignorance,slander,prejury,the words that
would fill the air.
yet trying to be responsable as a gentleman i would offer a chance
just the thought leaves me to wonder.yet my life would be soon
full of my usual preoccupations again probley buy a huge sail boat
and set sail with alot of disadvantaged people and party party party
back in reality (home) buy another home even with more privatcy and
all the adult toys like a 4x4 or a tractor new cars etc etc
investments no, not me (no stocks) bonds something that cant lose its value
I think its very foolish to gamble in this worlds troubled state
oh of course then marrage prenuptial agreement lol or nothing.
or mybe I would be like other famous people settle for something young
and very attractive why would I care to settle for mutual understanding
and the need for such a partner



yes it would be fun, yet as I recall the street life of course I
would give some back set up a fund and lets hear your reason
and seek the troubled reasponsable people like myself
yet I lived with the bare basic more fortunate then most like a
bum sometimes when you have nothing there little others can effect u
of, it didnt bother me to live in a tent a car or under a bridge.