GOATEE'S APOSTATE 1 OUT OF 3

Apostasy: The rebellion or falling away.
Tim Lahaye: many who confess biblical truth and profess a relationship with God will be simple acting, living a lie, walking as religious charlatans. Apostasy will be intense in the final days before the rapture of the Church. Jude defines apostates as those who turn the grace of God into a license for excessive immorality and deny the lordship of Jesus Christ. Apostates deny the faith because they have not be transformed by the grace of God.

You have many types of denominations and in all of them you have many types of different beliefs and many many opinions. Ok how can I tell if I'm an apostate or wrong or right?? Ok let's kinda put some words in Paul's mouth and I pray the Lord doesn't rebuke me lol:) Not one is right not even one, no one can have the knowledge of God apart from God, no one can please God without God on your best day. Ok I got so called saved at 11 ok I fell away a seed that didn't understand not prepared for attacks and in pressure I lost my connection with the Lord.
I was a apostate<<<<<<<<<<<<,bottom line. Ok let's go into my mind motives and drives for my choice in the Lord in that time of my life.
I knew He was real ok I knew the Gospel and I have had many Spiritual encounters with God?? So what was my problem?? My problem was this satan's greatest victory in my life. I had believed in my own mind no matter it was done I was saved and nothing was left, as you people say forgiven. I was a lazy believer no root no wisdom no witness no better than the atheist. I partied I cussed was a hot head and just didn't carry a Christian character at all. I was an arrogant dummy with no grace in my life a withered so called believer that showed no signs of salvation a falling seed. Ok now that I have insulted myself enough let's see what changed my heart and life. When I came to understand my opinion didn't matter, my ways where crappy and my attitude was all wrong, and I went to the Lord and admitted every day for these last 6 year did I understand what Grace, Salvation, and what it means to have a alive faith in Jesus Christ. I stayed in His presence I learned in His presence and gained a amazing conscience and character in His presence. I'm not perfect it's a battle everyday, but I'm not lazy and un caring to His want's for me and I go to Him as a child that is the only thing that pleases the Lord, the only thing that will bring any kind of character or wisdom in your life the only way. Ok so believer you can be arrogant claim grace apart from the Lord and a doubtful forgiveness or you can have a sure confident faith in Jesus in His presence everyday and receiving Him in Spirit all day to learn and grow and
((((((((know)))))))))) what it means to be a believer and not act it for attention. Nothing wrong with getting attention from each other nothing at all but leave your salvation to the Lord and confidence in Him alone not the opinion of man it will drive you crazy trust me lol no fun lol.
So who are you today a Apostate or a Child of the King???
Ask the ? to yourself and if you want to come back to being the Child pray this prayer.
Lord Jesus I understand I've gained a conscience in myself I have become my own god. Lord restore me to you Father for a renewed faith and Spiritual rebirth I need to start a rooted alive faith in you Jesus. Lord help me to look to you instead of man for salvation and help me to value your opinion over man's Lord. Give me a new heart today in your Love Spirit to become a Child to you and not to the evil one. In Jesus name I pray Amen