moving on...

I just started with connectingsingles.com..I am not sure what to expect though, but I thought I gave it a try. I guess, I won't be as naive as I was before..being in a free online dating feels kindda risky? don't you think? but I am still willing to give it a shout..

I just gave up a 4 year relationship with a guy whom I thought would be the one..I crossed almost half of the world to meet him, and getting my master degree in where he lives..but he's just not buying it..we had an on and off affairs and last year, it sortta hit me, that I didn't think I could do that kind of relationship any further, so decided to leave him and now is still missing him once in a while, but I am getting better about it..I almost forget how difficult it is to move on...is it really this hard? I can't recall..

Anyway..I am dying just to talk with someone's new, a decent and honest man with an interesting characters..I have enough with liars and eventhough it's hard, i think I would be able to move on..