I'M GIVE UP AND UP TO YOU.
There's so much hurt in my heart that I can NOT let out or talk about for many reasons...Don't bother asking...I can't and won't talk about it...I just needed to say this...
Im limited Just look at me -
Im limited And just look at you You can do all I couldn't do, So now it's up to you For both of us - now it's up to you...
Behind the closed doors of every homes there's always a story. . story of betrayal . . story of success, story of struggling from day to day basis or. . simply just 2 strangers living in the same roof!!!!
How often do we wonder. . what is our purpose of being here in this world why is it so much suffering?. . so much pain?. . .
The more we want the answers the furthest it gets. . . so How do we live it?. .
.Do we simply just exist or is it more than that?. . This we may never know. . . .!!!
All I know is . . we learn to live with our pain. . . embrace it. . then go with it!!!!!
You n I may never know the answer but I know that I want to live . . !!!!
I want to be the survivor of this catastrophic !!! . . .
Oh Lord have mercy on me be with me every single hour of my days. . !!!!!!!!
only with your Love and Grace that I am worthy to be here!!!!
I've heard it said That people come into our lives for a reason Bringing something we must learn And we are led To those who help us most to grow If we let them And we help them in return Well, I don't know if I believe that's true But I know I'm who I am today Because I knew you.Like a comet pulled from orbit As it passes a sun Like a stream that meets a boulder Halfway through the wood Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you I have been changed for good It well may be That we will never meet again In this lifetime So let me say before we part So much of me Is made of what I learned from you You'll be with me Like a handprint on my heart And now whatever way our stories end I know you have re-written mine By being my friend Like a ship blown from its mooring By a wind off the sea Like a seed dropped by a skybird In a distant wood Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you Because I knew you I have been changed for good And just to clear the air I ask forgiveness For the things I've done you blame me for But then, I guess we know There's blame to share And none of it seems to matter anymore Like a comet pulled from orbit As it passes a sun Like a stream that meets a boulder Halfway through the wood Like a ship blown from its mooring By a wind off the sea Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood Who can say if I've been Changed for the better? I do believe I have been Changed for the better And because I knew you...Because I knew you...Because I knew you... I have been changed for good..?
So now it's up to you For both of us - now it's up to you...
Comments (4)
Just read your blog it's almost poetic how you write.
So much feeling and so much pain. I feel sad that a young girl feels so much sadness.
It reads as if you feel you have hurt someone and need forgiveness if this is the case then I am sure that person will surely forgive your heartfelt plea.
You seem to have a tender seeking heart with a faith in God wondering what purpose there is.
There is a purpose to our existence we are here for a reason and you yourself have answered some of them.
I believe God sent us to this earth from His presence to learn and grow as you said. To walk by faith when not in His presence. To experience this earthly journey.
Know you are a beautiful daughter of God and that He loves you so much and wants and will help you through your walk through this life. It is a journey a journey of discovery. I believe this life is about finding out who we are and God's plan for us. I believe as we ask Him he will reveal it to us.
Pain is part of it. Pain helps to refine us and make us stronger as we reach within ourselves for strength and to God for wisdom, courage and comfort to help us through our challenges. I felt your pain. May you be released from it soon find peace and joy for there is so much joy and happiness to be had.
Sending big hugs
Heres my way; sometimes I take a day off from pain.
Help can be many things also, listening helps, a problem shared IS a problem HALVED! simple as that really.
Solutions do come when we go thru painful experiences, in order that we grow from them we have to realise all in life CAN be "painful" girls are dealt with more than their fair-share of pain from development to other life experiences they suffer greatly, it CAN all be SO different, Attitude Alters the process and
"cant be done" Can be transformed to CAN be done!!
and many things besides, a radical-change in how we think Does bring about change.
Smile, be happy momo you ARE alive!
That counts for many things indeed :)
blessings are those which we make ourselves we dont realise this always, however
good thoughts WITH proper positive-actions MAKE the differences, day by day!
Pro-active thoughts makes for positive change, focus your thoughts ON the change you Wish for and see it happen.
Believe and you can move that mountain
Girls can do ANYTHING. be of good cheer momo !
Hugs. :)