it hurt's

You think that you are wise and old enough to protect your self.and every thing you hear around that could not happened to you,I am a member since quite long time here. and I was doing very carefully with every thing,scam-res heart-breakers, and men's collectors,until I sow her picture.It start all,when I sow her picture for the very first time,,? oh my god.it was really like a dream. my self I couldn't believe it that only picture can do what it did to me!!?even she ask the same question when we start writing each other.?how is it possible that a picture can do so much as it did,? I decide to write her, and to tell her how do I feel, and dream about her. she deny all my mail's and flowers in the beginning .and all the feeling which came up after that I saw her picture.

once after while I was surprised to receive an e-mail that she would like to get know me,oh my lord..I was so happy. I couldn't hardly believe it. that she want to know me?, and we start writing each other..a couple of e-mails. and it looks like that every thing going well. until she told me that she is going the the UK for her daughter school. and I was waiting her return back home, so that we could continue what we start.!but it take so long that I am starting asking my self what is going on !!??and I sow that she has been online several times. and she didn't answer again any of the e-mail that I have send..and she continue showing up on CS like no thing happened.

I can't possibly believe it that this could hurt so much that I can't not even sleep. and even cry some time. and start asking my self where is your wisdom and the break I use to have.!?
So than I understood she's one of those hearts collectors and that I only was on of so many men's in her album.

and want to pray to god..if there's any !!?? almighty god take your justice. and let some body hurt her as she hurt me. than my heart scream to me if u love u can heat..so I laugh again and thought it's true. wish her just to best to come.lover