Things have turned to normal once more

My cousin has lived here,together with me for 3 months.Lots of times,i have got angry with him for staying at home all day doing nothing at all.At times i hoped he left at once for he was really a lazybones.Now.I've almost run out all my money and worried for days,to make matters worse,the only friend here,my cousin's left as well.This afternoon when he asked me if i could accompany him to the railway station,turning round,i said i was not interested,in a cold voice.He must have been dismayed.Actually it was because i was afraid to come home alone after he had left...for we were together in our hardest days