Mad Love Pawn

Can you even still feel a connection
Can you see my smile fade
You used to be my perfection
Now I am just something you made

Our intimacy is gone
No recognizing how we used to be
I am now just a mere pawn
Playing your mad love game until I can be free

I do not know how we got this way
I don’t know how I came to fear
I am afraid to go, afraid to stay
Afraid you will harm all I hold dear

I can not give up on this so called love
I can only sit and cry
For when I try and leave, you only yell and shove
If I try to leave you, you shove until I die

So I sit and cry and wait for the end to near
I weep and I break and I bubble with hate
All the while one thing is clear
You monster, you are not my soul mate
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After reading some of your love poems I'm a little shocked your above one came from the same person, now having said that, I'll not make the same mistake some do when reading poems, not all are personal writes.

But if the above one is, I admire your guts for writing how it feels when men too are domestically abused, unfortunately we still live in a society where men are not encouraged to come from beneath the sheet of shame.

In other words, its not manly yet it is for a man to become a woman ...
Lord, give me a break from todays bloody crazies for which we are forced to put up with doh

Anyways good poem thumbs up
hope you found happiness.
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