my confession;read it again,i hope i can inspire y

"What do you feel when the one you love is breaking up with you?He left you without thinking he can do that?The one who promised will face the battle with is fighting for someone now.But,you still love him no matter what he breaks your heart.You still want him back into your arms,hug him as if not letting go.But now he left you but alone.Crying in one corner of your room.Telling to yourself that you've' done your part and everything and asking yourself "am i not good enough?". and now it's the time to moved on,it's not easy to do but sometimes you have to.In a shot of tequila and a pack of cigarette.You realized you just waste your time,realizing that no matter what you do he didn't care at all.To love somebody is so risky and very tiring,it's definetely time to move on when you he don't care or appreciated or accepted. I dont wanna be bitter and full of hatred for what i have done before and thinking the reality that he is not coming back anymore to me but deep inside in my heart im hoping that he beg me and asking him to love him again."
"And now,whenever i see romantic movies,see people kiss or listen to a love song ,i feel good coz love still works,even if not for me at least for others."