whats the worst emotional pain??? (22)

FabAngel: For me its SILENCE..The pain of trying to converse with someone who has even hurt you and your delivered silence...I think its so cruel...As a social butterfly in general wen someone treats me with silence i just shut down...it affects me on every level...i cud talk to a bus stop all day long and yet if i receive silence from sum1 I love n care about I totally shut down...I lose my voice...I lose my joy, my mojo, my angelic vibe..

I've heard the, "Oh dont be getn urself so upset over a man etc but wen u love u love the bones of them..
There not the right words...What are the right words.? I feel therefore I am...

I shud be in the Mafia..Michael Corleone wuda loved me!!!....loyal to the bitter end....

Today I was crying at work, becos the persons silence has affected me so much I actually think I heard my heart break...I asked to go for a walk for a half hr...tryn to find a church...All closed..So i just went behind the church and cryed till I cudnt catch my breath...I mean i think i was like 40 mins...like a mini breakdown...this person has no real idea of the pain im enduring..i try to tell him but SILENCE...and today it was a juggernaut that hit my heart..i cudnt take it any more and cracked..

But that's the last time ill shed a tear over him...I Picked myself up...and sent him a text sayn goodbye and goodluck...Fixed my makeup...and tuk the step free of him within me....

Theres a sayin...."strong women walk away and let Karma do the dirty work for them"...I believe it....
The Universe seen how i tryd....everyday....they seen...they know....they have downloaded it..
So, anyone out there enduring heratbreak Im ur sister here....

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