Let's Say Hi to AKDO ( Archived) (144)

Hey kiddo, check your mail. A bad boy friend of yours says he wrote :) Life goes on, doesn't it LOL

Hope you are wearing a sweater ;)

Hi glad to hear you are ok. I don't know you well; but I see now: you are a strong, loving, and resourceful woman. I have no doubt; you will overcome any obsticals placed in your way. I hope for the best in every thing you do. Kenny

My kittens are waiting for you Akdo...but we'll go easy on you since your doing somthing so hard, but so great =D Come back safe you, or I'll fly there myself and bring you back =D

Allen

Another day, love...Wishing you safety and light. Sending thoughts to you and those around you.
Hope you get those supplies...

XXXOOO

it seems like weeks pass in between the posts i am able to write in here but when i look at the dates i see they are not sooooo far apart...but soooo much is happening every minute . is filled with the work of 40 .... you will now see the tone change i guess in my posts as i am realizing the impossibility of this situation.... we see hundreds of people still every day and the simple breaks are now complicated infections requiring amputation which demands a surgical environment even makeshift and rehab how will these people and children come to face this fast approaching winter with wounds that are barely healed and hampered by poor nutrition bad water and no shelter..... geeeezzzeeeee i am sooooo frustrated and i want to SCREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMM and i do into the emptiness of these intense mountains there is no reconstruction going on by anyone that can deliver a safe solution.....just tents and scraps and things thrown together and the stench from no sanitation in the places where they dwell huddled together by fires.... my heart is broken really and it is amazing how many times a heart can break isn't it?

funny you should say...
our hearts are just too tough sometimes, yet not...Just when we think not another time, it still goes! There is meaning there, and it is more than the organ inside our chests.
we weep at those, as our spirit cries for them.
Hon, my heart goes to you, and them...and, I know you feel it. Take what is offered and gain strength to get through these tasks before you.

XXXOOOOOOO

to hell with the strong woman and her thread hehheh!

i am not strong, or i wouldn't be so shattered
mentally/emotionally/spiritually and physically in that order.
the tension of the crisis at hand calls up adrenalin at all times i amazed also at what a body can take.... i see that it is the emotional body that freaks the most but only after the mental one has met with the madness we face here.....
there is just so much humanly possible and when that's tapped and you see the work you're trying to do become undermined by so many obstacles well then emotionally it is insane... it takes me out and i have to just weep... it's like a vocal dump into the void..... a rage that i would never be able to scream anywhere else but here...... ironic .
so this thread is for serious reading pretty depressing stuff.
but hey so are lots of the threads in here ....lol










am i safe within the lines of my own story?

Yes. But, it won't matter if you go outside the line.

Temporary insanity happens, or not. We weep, we rage! Our seems split, come undone...yet, you are here, and to what your mission you have taken, love, you are. Scream to the stars and echo what is, the reality. for your voice is real, too.
Body, tortured goes on, and a hates miracle at times. oh yes, no mistake.
Yet, we scream for a reason. And, it is when we donot, that we are being defeated.

xxxxxxxooooooo

Hi, again, Alex, lol.