In my own prison. ( Archived) (30)

Almost all my aunts were 10 to 13 years younger than my uncles. But they also all married at fairly young ages. The men probably in their early 30's and the women in their late teens or early 20s'. For some reason the age difference seem more realistic in those cases.

But your right. I really shouldn't have even thought about it. I blew it all for a number.

In my current situation I think things are a little bit different. Although, I'm not sure. Spending a really great 10 or 20 years with someone and then letting her go could be the best thing for both of us. Hell, even spending a good 5 years together and then setting her free for greener pastures would be better than to have never loved at all right???

Everyone I know who is close to me is encouraging me to ignore the mathematics. :o)

They probably have a point too. Why risk never finding love when it's staring you in the face???

I hear what you are saying about the older women too. Mentality is everything. This particular "girl" is quite mature though. In fact, she's more mature that a lot of women I've met who are my age!!! She also comes compete with 3 adorable kids who are all young enough not to have been tainted by bad attitudes yet. A perfect opportunity to share my natural fathering talents.

Look out cruel world, I'm talking myself into this. ;o)

your a good guy

just stop thinking so much

Are the walls padded?

Dang, i'd love to have that 250lb shaved head guy laying next to me..LOL Does he have tats and a goatee?? lol

Yeah, send that cell mate this way. I'll cook him a nice dinner and we'll split a bottle of wine LOL

Heck, guess us old girls are just going to have to look for younger stuf too! :)

Are you really in jail or is that a joke?

My prison is a self made torture chamber.

Darkness is full of secrets....
the heart has been twisted

The walls whisper silently......
my bridges are burning.

Amid the echoes of cries in the night....
at the end of the path waits.

Minds confused and willing to share.....
conflicted emotions and nothing.

What may be left is not enough.....
We have made our own cage.




I fear that it will not be long, and those doors will close, the key will lock and is there any escape?

you have Leoitis.Watch two comedy movies and call me in the morning.

I know more than just a few people that are married with kids living, what seems, the "good" life that in private tell me of a different tale. They feel as if they have built walls around them.

It's a joke, Honey