Have you ever had days where you just sit and think to yourself "Why do I bother?" I have been having those days the past few days and its depressing. I try not to dwell on it and I try to think of it as "things happen for a reason" or "If its meant to be..." but I just can't shake it off. Maybe its the rain we have been having the past 3 days straight I don't know but just have some stuff on my mind the past few weeks I guess and the past few days have just sat and actualy thought about it some more.
Sorry if I don't make any sense and for rambling. Its just eating away at me and I thought it would be a good post I guess. Dunno.
Perfect sense Katine. Im right there with you. I guess my whining is what prompted Lori to post what she did LOL Just have the ho hums...Im sure things will look better once the rain stops and the sun shines once again....chin up...ur not alone in the days of blue...just as you wont be in the days of brighter colors :)~
Katine, I'm new here and have only posted a few times. But, I feel where you're at and I hope things get better for you. If ya need a new friend, I'm here for you! Hope tomorrow is a bit brighter!
There isn't a person alive that hasn't felt that way. Neat thing is, life is ever changing, never stays in one place. Just wait it out sweets, you never know what today will bring.
I always bother, If one don´t bother, one might as well be in a coffin. If none bothered, veryone would have sore noses from bumping in to each other on the street. Every one bothers, one has to meet the right person at the right time to connect botherings. Am I making sence or shouldn´t I have bothered?
This is the experience You're having so it is relevent and Matters. YOU MATTER. If the experience is icky, that only means that Your getting ever closer to Better! So...be nice to You....You're important!
Time is the perfect healer in such situations. And best thing is to ignore it, because later on you will realize it wasnt worth thinking about it. I know what you are saying. When I went through a surprise divorce, I wasted myself for 3 months, just focused on her all the time. Then after 3 months I was like why did I think about it so much. But I guess time was also a healing factor for me. My advice is keep on doing what you do, it will be in your mind and with time it will go away. Hope this helps.
You are completely NOT alone in that. I wish I could say something to make you feel better. You are not rambling and you DO make sense.
Everyone gets those stretches of time where they feel down. Everyone needs to feel they have purpose and are needed. To answer you better, I read your profile and see that you have two beautiful children. They need you and love you. They need to see a mom who they can come to, and not be afraid they will burden you.
I'm a single mom too, and when I feel like that, and I don't have to work that day, I stay in my bedroom with the dark curtains drawn and get up for necessities, take care of my mother. It doesn't really help me, but I don't know what else to do. But before my son comes home from school, I get up so he doesn't see me sad. Think of your little ones.
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Sorry if I don't make any sense and for rambling. Its just eating away at me and I thought it would be a good post I guess. Dunno.
Tracy