Goodbye kitten ( Locked) (125)

Its time to end this game, kitten.
(kitten is a private nickname for her, nothing to do with her on-line ID or name)
Ive just had enough of the run around.
I figured since we met here and on-line was our only communication for the past nine months, that this was an approprite place to end this game you have chosen to play. Plus this way I can cover everyone involved, just in case there was more than one person involved in this circus. Finally I have "touched" a very few people here, over the past few months and maybe this will help them understand why I was so sporadic and wierd ... maybe not.

I try to not be paranoid and to give everyone the benifite of the doubt but, there are just too many similarities in you and my ex wife. Even if you are a real person (which I doubt) you are too much like my ex wife for me to want to continue a relationship with you.
You seem to disregard the fact my ex wife played similar on-line games with me not once but 3 times. I can learn, albeit slow to learn....
I met a vibrant, self secure, mature, woman on-line about a year back. We e-mailed, she talked to me on the phone and I enjoyed her. At first I thought you were a similar lady, then you told me you were THAT woman and I accepted that little scam since I did enjoy her. As time grew on you rapidly grew to show me you were not that woman.
Lets get real here.
Nine months and you wont call me or allow me to call you? We exchange numbers but you wont call me and I know you wont answer if I call. you told me that.
Your MALE cousin is using your profile, but its not you, and hes not gay? Whats he doing? He/you cant bother to unblock me so I can send you flowers and e-mails here? I create a new profile and CLEARLY announce myself to you, and you block me again? Im just supposed to believe, what, its your cousin? Supposedly he knows me and likes me, yet he blocks me on your profile? A straight, middle aged, Texas, male hiding behind your profile? Why?
Your routine mirrors my ex wife to the point that I can count on hearing from you right before or after I hear from her. I can make you mad and she will call? and visa versa? You BOTH bring up the exact same topics repeatedly at the same times?
I mean come on, how much BS am I supposed to blindly believe here?
I wont even talk about the excuses you gave for NOT calling and not meeting me.

To the lady whos profile I have apparently been harassing, I am sorry. If you would care to e-mail me Id enjoy hearing from you, maybe shed a little truth on this scam. If not, than I wish you well.
I hurt a few people on this journey, that is truely my biggest regret of all this. Those people did not deserve to be treated as such and I was wrong to do so. I only hope I have learned from my mistakes and wont repeat them again. I wont ask them to forgive me, though in time I hope they will.
Im sure Ill never know the truth, nor why you chose to run me around and play this twisted game with me but, Ill be fine. You have not broken me, but I will remain a little paranoid of on-line relationships. Ill get over that too, as I have faith there really are decent, honest ladies out there and God willing, Ill find one who enjoys my company without any games.
You see, kitten, I still like me and no matter who you are, I will continue to like me. Im a hell of a good man. Im honest and caring, in ways you will never understand. Im a fun guy and people like me. I tried to give you whatever I could and you gave me nothing but doubts, mistrust and suspicions. I dont need that nonsense.
Feel free to e-mail me, or even call if you would like to talk and maybe make sense of all this confusion. Like I said I doubt Ill ever know the truth but the offer is there for you.
I wish you a happy and long life whoever you are. I wont post your ID or any info about you. I can show some respect for the person you claimed to be since I dont know if she was even involved in this scam or not.
Be well, good bye...

Pat


As for this CS community, I so enjoy.... Hi ladies!!!!
Ill be terrorizing you again soon. I need a little time to fall back and get my head straightened, but Ill be coming for you again very soon.
Im posting this here for a variety of reasons.
First: I really dont know who or how many people I am dealing with. I am confident they read these forums and moniter whether I log on here or not, so Im pretty sure whoever is involved will see this quickly.
Secondly: Ive been off and on the site as this "relationship" has been off and on. Occasionally I contacted specific people here, apparently someone else contacted some of the people I did. This caused some confusion. Once I realized I was being "followed" and people were being harassed on my behalf, I stopped posting. Hopefully this can clear the air for a few people

Drama much? Not trying to be disrespectful, Dad...



Yikes!

Yet another reason I need to get away from this "person". I dont like drama....

NOTHING, absolutely nothing happens in Gods world by mistake, but "you" know that..

Maybe "they" don't...

As I was reading your thread posts:




















Geeze....that's so f*cked up in every way. I wish you the best ducks...someone is out there for you....try to steer clear from the bunny boilers....

No I dont think "they" do brother.
Think Ill stick closer to sanity for a while. Good to see you.

Oh I am looking pretty lady. Sadly it took me so long to figure this one out.
Part of me wanted to believe her and part of me just wanted to know the truth. In the end its just a mystery Im better off not knowing the answer too. maybe....