I am very glad that it is Sunday and that I am off of work for two more days. Turkey day is not going to happen for me as I am alone but the peace is a pleasant solitude, serene and healing.
As you well know the dharma does not allow for the intermingling of those of differing varna. And worse yet I am but a lowly Parjanya, an outcast, an untouchable. As you my sweet sweet lady are assuredly of the Brahmin second only to the Kshatriyas, how could my simple existence ever manage to allow you to excel? You know you are like unto a queen to me and your kindness soothes my social leprosy, but in your presence I am but a disfiguring blot on your eternal radiance. Even amidst my own caste, I am but a bhangis, outcast among outcastes. You wondrous visage is as far beyond my frail existence as the heavens and their scintillating jewels. I fear in my lowly state I am resigned to watching your essence float through my life, as intangible as smoke. As much as this hurts me I find myself drawn to fire-building with smoldering materials just to allow my ill conceived imagination to perceive your glory amidst the ghostly white fumes. You are an angel in ascension and I am but a weight to hinder your flight. I happily wait at your feet hoping to catch from you the occasional words that fall unused from your glistening lips. Treasures I will hold to my breast as warmth for the coldest seasons. Perhaps basking in your presence will allow me to attain a hold in a higher caste one day but for now I am hardly worthy of filling a hole in the road your graceful feet travel. All I have left are dreams...
(There are you happy my spoiled little princess... )
As you well know the dharma does not allow for the intermingling of those of differing varna. And worse yet I am but a lowly Parjanya, an outcast, an untouchable. As you my sweet sweet lady are assuredly of the Brahmin second only to the Kshatriyas, how could my simple existence ever manage to allow you to excel? You know you are like unto a queen to me and your kindness soothes my social leprosy, but in your presence I am but a disfiguring blot on your eternal radiance. Even amidst my own caste, I am but a bhangis, outcast among outcastes. You wondrous visage is as far beyond my frail existence as the heavens and their scintillating jewels. I fear in my lowly state I am resigned to watching your essence float through my life, as intangible as smoke. As much as this hurts me I find myself drawn to fire-building with smoldering materials just to allow my ill conceived imagination to perceive your glory amidst the ghostly white fumes. You are an angel in ascension and I am but a weight to hinder your flight. I happily wait at your feet hoping to catch from you the occasional words that fall unused from your glistening lips. Treasures I will hold to my breast as warmth for the coldest seasons. Perhaps basking in your presence will allow me to attain a hold in a higher caste one day but for now I am hardly worthy of filling a hole in the road your graceful feet travel. All I have left are dreams...
(There are you happy my spoiled little princess... )
You really have a way with words Mark !! I mean wow .. I am lost for words here ..
kidatheart: I slept in today, for the first time in ages, and I don't feel at all guilty about it.
I was sleeping late in the evening and my mother was calling for dinner. Sooo i got up and walked down still in thoughts anndd slipped a whole flight of stairs ...
All of them came running to see what caused the noise coming from the stairs ...
riyablossom: I was sleeping late in the evening and my mother was calling for dinner. Sooo i got up and walked down still in thoughts anndd slipped a whole flight of stairs ...
All of them came running to see what caused the noise coming from the stairs ...
I hope you didn't hurt yourself.
Hi Orla
Yep, I needed the extra zzzz's. Could use a nap now but I have enough coffee in me to keep going for the day.
kidatheart: I hope you didn't hurt yourself. Hi Orla Yep, I needed the extra zzzz's. Could use a nap now but I have enough coffee in me to keep going for the day.
So far i am just sore .. I will know tommorow morning ..
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