StressFree: So in what ways did the past relationships affect your most recent one if I may ask.
I was treating badly always being put down and told I wasnt good enough. She was the opposite of that. She gave me everything i needed. I had wrote some things to people I wish I could take back but I cant. I made a good situation turn bad by my actions.
riyablossom: Its rare to see two people actually speak their heart as to what they feel and be soooo loving about it. You guys are so sweet !!
It takes a big heart to say things the way you saw and see them and to respect anothers feelings meanwhile.
I have no clue what to say but both of you are genuinely such good people.
Thank you Riya. You dont have to say anything to me. She is the one who needs her friends. I wish I could take it away but alas I cant and I alone have to live with it. I turned something special and maybe soemthing I will never have again into something terribly wrong. Thank you again for your kind words Riya
I don't it has anything to do with a CS curse, but from what I am picking up over the last few months on the forums and talking with some friends I have made here, is this:
There are many wonderful people on CS. However, there seem to be a few who are hell bent on sabotaging other people's happiness. They jump on threads, make inappropriate nasty or flirtatious comments, when they pick up there might be somethig going on betwen a couple of CS's on a thread. I have heard from some here, that they have even had their budding serious relationships destroyed through underhanded intervention, where the aim was purely to destroy someone else's relationship, and chance for real happiness. In one case, even a CS marriage became the object of someone's evil practices.
So, I can only say to all here, be very careful in whom you confide, because some people just cannot help themselves. Prefereably, for those who do form a serious relationship with another CS, probably a good idea to get off the site for a while, if not completely, though obviously, that is always personal choice. It is the same as in RL, except that here, people can hide more easily.
Falling is the most frightening experience one can have. We are born with feet firmly planted on the ground (OK so they are more like pressed against the warmth of our mother's womb but I am trying to illustrate a point so please bear with me for a moment). Life continually imprints the endless need for the stability of this foundation upon which we tread. Then out of the blue Love goes and lifts us up and throws us off a cliff of uncertainty. Now this is not as bad as it seems as long as you maintain the correct frame of mind for this event. First see it as flying upon the wings of Love that hold you adrift in the vapours of bliss. Secondly do try to refrain from the fetal position with arms locked about your knees and the hellacious screaming or you will most certainly find the plummet nowhere near as debilitating as the sudden impact. Looking down is akin to looking back. Our eyes were consciously evolved into the frontal portion of our heads and our feet likewise are directing the entirety of our bodies and lives to move forward. Let the impetus of motion lead you along the divine comedy and rhapsody that Love often involves. Spread your wings, and glorify in the exultation of freedom.
BarrenPneuma: Falling is the most frightening experience one can have. We are born with feet firmly planted on the ground (OK so they are more like pressed against the warmth of our mother's womb but I am trying to illustrate a point so please bear with me for a moment). Life continually imprints the endless need for the stability of this foundation upon which we tread. Then out of the blue Love goes and lifts us up and throws us off a cliff of uncertainty. Now this is not as bad as it seems as long as you maintain the correct frame of mind for this event. First see it as flying upon the wings of Love that hold you adrift in the vapours of bliss. Secondly do try to refrain from the fetal position with arms locked about your knees and the hellacious screaming or you will most certainly find the plummet nowhere near as debilitating as the sudden impact. Looking down is akin to looking back. Our eyes were consciously evolved into the frontal portion of our heads and our feet likewise are directing the entirety of our bodies and lives to move forward. Let the impetus of motion lead you along the divine comedy and rhapsody that Love often involves. Spread your wings, and glorify in the exultation of freedom.
I kinda like the vertigo
I know and I only daydream with my heart, not with my mind
I did fall a little bit recently.... I don't to this day know what happened... I we were chatting online, SMS and talked on the phone then..... nothing
I think it was sabotage in JMHO
Apart from the bolt out of the blue with a female friend who I've already posted about.... if it's not supposed to be
there's the daunting possibility of a very very long flight!!!!!!
I have fallen twice, the first one I even moved in with and he broke my heart when I wasn't as able to live up to what he wanted, A work partner in his business. The second one , changed his mind about moving here, and broke my heart. I have had some others I really liked but they turned out after short time being fakes or liars.
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I was treating badly always being put down and told I wasnt good enough. She was the opposite of that. She gave me everything i needed. I had wrote some things to people I wish I could take back but I cant. I made a good situation turn bad by my actions.