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May 26, 2014 8:49 AM CST my story
i was dignosed with a server mental illness, schizo-affective disorder in the year 2000, 14 years ago. i had a perdispostion to develop this, ive been to psychairtic hospitals about 10 times throughout them 14 years my last hospital stay was 2 years ago, with server psychosis, hearing voices, delusions, hallucinations,totally lost in my own world, it was total 'hell' every time. im taking medications, zyprexa a anti psychotic, and seroxat a anti depressant and im a lifer on these because its so serious and disabling, they say my illness is in the top 5 worst things to suffer from. psychosis is like nightmare on elm street.

so when im told to get work and stop sponging off the state remember my mind was shattered into a million pieces with a life sentence of troubleswave
May 26, 2014 9:06 AM CST my story
schizo-affective disorder is bi-polar and schizophrenia mixed together. google it if you want a view on it
May 26, 2014 9:12 AM CST my story
mockninjaturtle
mockninjaturtlemockninjaturtleDublin, Ireland101 Posts
pedro27: schizo-affective disorder is bi-polar and schizophrenia mixed together. google it if you want a view on it



Sorry to hear that Pedro...my brother has the same thing ..

Not exactly easy thing to deal with.

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May 26, 2014 9:16 AM CST my story
mockninjaturtle: Sorry to hear that Pedro...my brother has the same thing ..

Not exactly easy thing to deal with.



on a brighter note im in remission the past year and half, no syptoms. people can recover and im on the track of recovery but the black dog will always be there in the back of my mind, scared mentally
May 26, 2014 9:35 AM CST my story
mockninjaturtle
mockninjaturtlemockninjaturtleDublin, Ireland101 Posts
pedro27: on a brighter note im in remission the past year and half, no syptoms. people can recover and im on the track of recovery but the black dog will always be there in the back of my mind, scared mentally



Good for you mate.. mental health is a fragile thing...for ANYONE

To be in recovery shows you are mentally strong..




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May 26, 2014 9:36 AM CST my story
peachmelba
peachmelbapeachmelbawexford, Wexford Ireland72 Threads 9,779 Posts
In response to: i was dignosed with a server mental illness, schizo-affective disorder in the year 2000, 14 years ago. i had a perdispostion to develop this, ive been to psychairtic hospitals about 10 times throughout them 14 years my last hospital stay was 2 years ago, with server psychosis, hearing voices, delusions, hallucinations,totally lost in my own world, it was total 'hell' every time. im taking medications, zyprexa a anti psychotic, and seroxat a anti depressant and im a lifer on these because its so serious and disabling, they say my illness is in the top 5 worst things to suffer from. psychosis is like nightmare on elm street.

so when im told to get work and stop sponging off the state remember my mind was shattered into a million pieces with a life sentence of troubles
your doing the best you can pedro no one can understand the hell you went through unless they have walked in your shoes,yes thankfully you are in remission and remember pedro it dosnt own you are you with great personality and never should you have to justify yourself to people who try to bring you down by calling you names,you are very funny,witty and creative,and brave for telling your story,I have close relation with same illness and my daughter knows a chap with the same illness and his condition came to light at a young age of 14 after his dad died he started to get symptoms.good days and bad days with his mood but a survivor just like you.::thumbs up
May 26, 2014 9:40 AM CST my story
peachmelba
peachmelbapeachmelbawexford, Wexford Ireland72 Threads 9,779 Posts
Sorry for the above pedro my quote got attracted to your one,I'm not the greatest on this iPad,doh
May 26, 2014 9:44 AM CST my story
Phoenix
PhoenixPhoenixBelfast....., Antrim Ireland274 Threads 65 Polls 6,948 Posts
My Story goes like this kinda....

May 26, 2014 9:50 AM CST my story
mockninjaturtle: Good for you mate.. mental health is a fragile thing...for ANYONE

To be in recovery shows you are mentally strong..



thanks, i was in a bad mood on and off for 10 years, but now i can see clearly . im on solid ground the bad moods are gone, ive now learnt to live.... added bonus feelings to the oppisite of suffering im humble most of the time now. the suffering has made me a better person for giving me insight into life when things can go upside down
May 26, 2014 9:53 AM CST my story
Phoenix
PhoenixPhoenixBelfast....., Antrim Ireland274 Threads 65 Polls 6,948 Posts
pedro27: thanks, i was in a bad mood


Me too when I was a pup Pedro...especially when my mum said "No"..I say..


May 26, 2014 9:56 AM CST my story
pedro27: on a brighter note im in remission the past year and half, no syptoms. people can recover and im on the track of recovery but the black dog will always be there in the back of my mind, scared mentally



Stay strong Pedro.
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May 26, 2014 10:01 AM CST my story
peachmelba: your doing the best you can pedro no one can understand the hell you went through unless they have walked in your shoes,yes thankfully you are in remission and remember pedro it dosnt own you are you with great personality and never should you have to justify yourself to people who try to bring you down by calling you names,you are very funny,witty and creative,and brave for telling your story,I have close relation with same illness and my daughter knows a chap with the same illness and his condition came to light at a young age of 14 after his dad died he started to get symptoms.good days and bad days with his mood but a survivor just like you.::


thanks..

thats true i like to use that quote too, ''no can understand unless they have went through it too'' i feel ive now climbed up over the wall of suffering, although it is still sometimes had to make sense of it all, ive accepted that i might never find all the answers to it.
May 26, 2014 10:04 AM CST my story
peachmelba
peachmelbapeachmelbawexford, Wexford Ireland72 Threads 9,779 Posts
pedro27: thanks..

thats true i like to use that quote too, ''no can understand unless they have went through it too'' i feel ive now climbed up over the wall of suffering, although it is still sometimes had to make sense of it all, ive accepted that i might never find all the answers to it.
thats half the battle pedro,thumbs up
May 26, 2014 10:09 AM CST my story
Phoenix
PhoenixPhoenixBelfast....., Antrim Ireland274 Threads 65 Polls 6,948 Posts
What about my plights!!! Getting grounded as a pup. Having to become a cheater of women!!! I'm baring my soul here and no compassion..

mumbling
May 26, 2014 10:33 AM CST my story
peachmelba
peachmelbapeachmelbawexford, Wexford Ireland72 Threads 9,779 Posts
Phoenix: What about my plights!!! Getting grounded as a pup. Having to become a cheater of women!!! I'm baring my soul here and no compassion..
ah pheonix you just wanted to share the loving you felt for the ladies,you were just full of compassion and a lusty passion,.angel devil
May 26, 2014 10:39 AM CST my story
Phoenix
PhoenixPhoenixBelfast....., Antrim Ireland274 Threads 65 Polls 6,948 Posts
peachmelba: ah pheonix you just wanted to share the loving you felt for the ladies,you were just full of compassion and a lusty passion,.


The only women I'll give loving too are...

May 26, 2014 10:44 AM CST my story
peachmelba
peachmelbapeachmelbawexford, Wexford Ireland72 Threads 9,779 Posts
peachmelba: ah pheonix you just wanted to share the loving you felt for the ladies,you were just full of compassion and a lusty passion,.
you wanted more than a pound of flesh,and so gave in to the temptations of the flesh,..there is time for you pheonix to redeem yourself,come follow me the Harry chrishena way.doh wink
May 26, 2014 10:51 AM CST my story
Phoenix
PhoenixPhoenixBelfast....., Antrim Ireland274 Threads 65 Polls 6,948 Posts
peachmelba: you wanted more than a pound of flesh,and so gave in to the temptations of the flesh,..there is time for you pheonix to redeem yourself,come follow me the Harry chrishena way.


Maybe one day I'll wake up and burst into one of Hank's song and go..




But I take Billy's advice until then..

May 26, 2014 10:51 AM CST my story
peachmelba
peachmelbapeachmelbawexford, Wexford Ireland72 Threads 9,779 Posts
Phoenix: The only women I'll give loving too are...
haha you like a honkey Tonk woman you can never have.crying
May 26, 2014 10:53 AM CST my story
Phoenix
PhoenixPhoenixBelfast....., Antrim Ireland274 Threads 65 Polls 6,948 Posts
pedro27: i was dignosed with a server mental illness, schizo-affective disorder in the year 2000, 14 years ago. i had a perdispostion to develop this, ive been to psychairtic hospitals about 10 times throughout them 14 years my last hospital stay was 2 years ago, with server psychosis, hearing voices, delusions, hallucinations,totally lost in my own world, it was total 'hell' every time. im taking medications, zyprexa a anti psychotic, and seroxat a anti depressant and im a lifer on these because its so serious and disabling, they say my illness is in the top 5 worst things to suffer from. psychosis is like nightmare on elm street.

so when im told to get work and stop sponging off the state remember my mind was shattered into a million pieces with a life sentence of troubles



And you told your doctor....


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