EMOTIONAL

IM WRECKLESS, FULL OF EMOTIONS.
ONE MINUTE IM HAPPY, NEXT IM SAD.
IM FEELING SEXY, TO NOW I FEEL BLOATED.
SURE WITH MY EXISTANCE, BUT DOUBT MY COLOR.
WANT TO EXPLORE, BUT SCARED OF WHAT I MIGHT FIND.
SEEKING SOMETHING/SOMEONE, YET I DONT KNOW.
WALKING WITH MY EYES OPEN, BUT LIKE MY LIFE WHEN THEIR CLOSED.
I TRANSITION FROM ONE TO THE NEXT, HOPING TO FIND WHAT WILL PUT MY SOUL AT REST.
WHAT IS IT, I DONT KNOW.
IS IT LOVE OR JUST LUST.
I DONT KNOW LOVE OR IF IT EXIST.
MAY BE A WORD PEOPLE USE TO GAIN THINGS.
WHETHER ITS USE FOR PAIN OR PLEASURE.
DOWN TO SOME GET MONETORY TREASURE.
JUST A WORD THAT MEANS DIFFERENT THINGS.
IM THINKING AND WONDERING, CAN I STEP OUT MY SKIN.
LOOK AT MY LIFE, JUDGE IT, FIX IT, WORD IT, COLOR IT, FIND IT.
MAKE IT WHAT I WANT WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES.
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Posted: Jan 2011
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MY LIFE AT THIS TIME AND WHAT I WANT BUT DO I EVEN KNOW . IM CONFUSED SO MUCH AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE.

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niah9
Hi Summit...I find we all go through these periods....just wait it out and the flog will lift removing blinkers for another period in time....just life, wait to be renewed...Niahcool teddybear
gnj4u
Hi, SUMMIT09,
WANT TO EXPLORE, BUT SCARED OF WHAT I MIGHT FIND. Life certainly does require a great deal of bravery just to survive. LOOK AT MY LIFE, JUDGE IT, FIX IT, WORD IT, COLOR IT, FIND IT. MAKE IT WHAT I WANT WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES. Those words, those powerful words, YOUR words, are words that apply to all living who want to see that vision with eyes wide open.
SUMMIT09
thank both of yall for taking the time to read my thoughts and yall are right life is full of surprise and ups and downheart wings
Poetnumber1
Hi friend,life is full of its ups and downs and this is exactly what this system is designed to do,steal your joy,finding love does not gaurantee true happiness because within relationships theres always the downside lurking,peace stems from within and comes from ones relationship with the creator,and also as the sermon goes...''Theres more happiness in giving,than in receiving''Lovely write,hope to read from you soonhug
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