BEFORE:

Your gone, now my mind is in a craze,
I start to pace,then I go into a haze,
Hopeing your not really done with us
instead, just going threw a faze,
Will my life be continued on the next page?
Dont know what to do, or where to go
you made my world a maze
that will keep me lost for my last few days.
If only I wouldve listen to you right from the start
to learn and practice on what you needed
until I got smart.
So maybe then I couldve been able to play my part
But Im not,and it feels like a deep stab in my heart

So here I sit confused & all alone
Right beside me, I have my phone
Incase you call to say you love me
and your coming home
the more I wait the more I know your really gone
Never be able to forgive myself
for being the reason we went wrong
Hate my life cause now its blown wish I had anyones but my own
You gave me true love Id never been shown
Your love now gives me pain Ive never known


I must forget about us being together like this
To forget the love and what we once had
at any cost, I must insist
Of the three things I must do
these are the top two on my list
Number three is knowing our love will no longer exsist

These are my main concerns while the blood is coming from my wrist,
I hardly notice the burning as I clinch my fist
I cant pull the blade out, I must persist
Then slowly I start to feel a mist
that makes its way over my eyes
and at that moment, I realized
I just died.