AFTER:

Some people asked why? Other just sat and cried
Some thought it was because I had too much pride
My parents fell to their knees, and looked up at the sky
Screaming, "God, he was too young to die"
And with a tear in their eye, asking,
"what about his son who will never get to tell his daddy good-bye?
"God we beg of you, send him back
his time on earth was too short to be through.
Thats Jacksons only daddy, he needs him more than you do.

My only son, for I know will never comprehend,
He still thinks hes coming to daddy and Babys this weekend.
(Since I always called Crystal baby, thats what my son called her too)
How will he cope knowing this is real and not pretend
God please dont let him hate me for taking away his best friend
Just over me and his Baby coming to an end

He gets his heart broke every day
by getting his hopes up but never getting his way
His wishes are always the same
that he ask of God, everynight I hear him pray:
God, I love you and wish my words you would hear
but can you tell me if my daddy is there?
If he is could you send him back here
I think theres a monster under my bed
I need him to check cause Im scared.
Tell him Im sorry he thought his life was empty
but now mine is bare
I love my daddy so please God
give him back this isnt fair.
Cause she was my Baby and I lost her too
I suffered my share

Can you tell my daddy I found a picture of us
Do you know if he ever saw it
Let him know I will always keep it in my Diego wallet.
Tell him I show all my friends & my family
even Bryan, mommy, & Tim
I say, Look everybody this is my daddy
& I look just like him.

One last thing before I go to sleep
God when will it be
time for my daddy to come back & play with me
Can I see him just one more time

God I PLEA!!!

So the only thing Im remembered by
are the words left on my stone:

"Here lies a man whos death was so unseen
who left alone his only son, the Prince
who thought his father was King
Cause he thought he couldnt live without their Baby
Their Queen
Have you ever known a man so selfish or mean

He thought he would be alone
& life without her would be tormented & unknown
All they remember about him since hes gone
is how stupid he was
by the words left on his stone.