What Happen?

First time I saw you, I knew I believed in fate,
Thinking about it now, only makes me hate.

I hate knowing I made you think and feel you were alone
cause of the things Ive done,
I hate having your heart for five years
and now I have it none.

You made me feel loved, and could always make me smile,
Neither of these things have I done in awhile.

Why not tell me about that gloomy Saturday
when I asked you what was wrong,?
Did you feel our two hearts
all of a sudden didnt belong?

I woke up that fearful night
feeling my world was out of place,
Cause you were gone and I knew
I would never see or touch your angels face,
And in a twinkle of an eye
our history had been erased.

You made your get a way while I was still asleep,
only to wake up to your engagement ring,
and trying to figure out why you left it for me to keep?

At first, I was hoping to God it just broke,
and thats the reason you put it in that envelope,
To keep all pieces together and any from missing,
Deep down I felt the truth but still I kept on wishing.

Said a prayer, then opened the envelope only to realize,
My wish didnt come true, cause the ring that was inside,
wasnt broken, it was your way of telling me good-bye.

I may not have your heart, and you may not want mine to keep,
For you are not gone forever
you will always be in my dreams as I sleep.

I will try to forget the feeling of your touch and love,
but that will never be enough.

Cause our memories will always play over in my head,
Never will I feel or give this much love again,
Thought I could always atleast call you my friend?

What Happen?
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Posted: Mar 2011
About this poem:
Wrote on: June 22, 2010
Wrote it when my girlfriend of 5 years, and fiancee of 6 months, just up and left me one night without telling me why. Come to find out, she was talking to another guy.

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Comments (2)

thesunandthesea
crying crying crying

I'm sorry for you... and I wish I could say something more to comfort you but I don't know what to say.... I was almost to cry when I read this.... I'm sorry... please be strong.

Cheers,
rose
bourff
Thank you for your concern, but Im fine now. It happen back in June of 2010. I just found this notebook of poems I wrote because of that, and figured I would post them. Once again, thank you greatly for your concern.
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