is she there?

will you ever be there?

been here 10 years would love to know,

why being disabled,

dirt poor,

kinda fat,

haveing no car nor job,

just being open,

yet run into snobs,

they want just me to fly to see them,

or go drive,

yet at times i am the one sitting on the other end,

just lucky i am still alive,

close to death,

many a time,

was told go home go die when only 4,

i just wait for someone to read these,

and for him or her to open there heart,

instead of slamming the door,

just before they get to know the real me...