upon the cross in my life
the devil himself in the cauldron
in his search he found your soul
hurt to you had no meaning
in your hidden lust
you inflict the mother of all hurt
upon your grace i was worthless in your eyes
i thought you had lost your marbles
you kept saying it wasent me
its was you all the time
you couldnt tell me
dragging me for months through hell
you appeared the phyco
like their was something mentally wrong with you
you would,nt stop hurting me
knowing i was soft hearted
you left me fighting for my life
saying my prayers ever minute
at wits end,you left your stigmata
you chose to sent me to hell
chooseing to inflict the maxium pain
you have no heart
i was good to you
i know the meaning of love
dragging me along while you made your choice
i lay in the hospital
my mother at my side
as the tears fell inside upon my soul
thank god i got my answer
maybe i was weak and dying
i hid from the world scared
scared of this awaful deciet
love was just a word to you
i was good to you
i didnt deserve this