I know that I'm not
What you wanted of me
I wanted to heal
You want me to bleed
I wanted to feel
Watching you go
I needed to find
What you needed to know

And I was running on brainwaves
Trying to stay alive
But I couldn't stay away
Long enough to find

I want to be what your are
I want to see right through your heart
I want to feel just like you
I want to die then I want to kill you

I want you for always
Never again
I really mean that
When I can pretend
I practice faking
With nothing to show
I wanted to want to
But now I don't know

And I was running on brainwaves
Trying to stay alive
But I couldn't stay away
Long enough to find

I want to be what you are
I want to see right through your heart
I want to feel just like you
I want to die then I want to kill you
I want to see what you are
I want to be what's inside your heart
I want to kill just like you
I want to die so that I can feel you