Mommy and daddy what have you done,
What have you done to your first-born son?
Screaming and crying please help me now,
You were suppose to protect me wasn’t that your vow,
Sleepless nights caused by terror and shame,
You should let it go, what? This isn’t a game,
The trust in me that was suppose to grow,
Was destroyed by this, you ought to know,
I was made out to be quite the liar,
As the hate just grew into a raging fire,
My heart is trapped with these heavy chains,
But life went on and but the pain remains,
Mommy and Daddy why cant you see,
How this all affected me,
I lost the trust from the ones I love,
Precious gifts from God above,
No one saw and but I only knew,
Why seeds of hate just grew and grew,
I had these things inside for so long,
And I thought I would always be strong,
But hate weakens your soul inside,
Damages your loving heart and with your pride,
Always felt like I was lost at sea,
That no one ever really liked me,
I was a good boy; I tried to be good,
Always behaved like you thought I should,
Never was good enough to be around,
The pain just grew without a sound,
Now I’m screaming, let it be shown,
The pain is still here and I’m all alone.