Seems time has swiftly passed us both by
it caught up to us before we were aware,
one day we were making long term plans
but now it appears that you no longer care.

Where did all those joyful times go?
What happened to make them disappear?
I guess I was blind to the tell tale signs,
or refused to notice them due to the fear.

There must have been some sort of indication
something I failed to observe along the way.
Could I have been so duped by your affections,
to see that you were slowly straying away?

Moving past the pain is easier said than done
and trusting once more is not the simplest of tasks,
I'm learning to let go of the past and move forward
being watchful of those who veil deceitful masks.

Even though the pain of dishonesty still lingers
and the loneliness of solitude crushes the soul,
I try to stay positive toward the prospect of happiness
before the shadows of depression takes it's toll.

I know someday I will find contentment
it will take time but patience is what it takes,
when it happens I'll approach it with utmost caution
and pray it's not another masquerade.

LynnC1955