Thank u ladies. i really appreciate all ur wonderful comments...

Im making a comment on my own poam i write. her name was Theresa Ann Dowell. i really loved her very much. she hurt me bad, im still feeling a lot of pain. the pain is really killing me. but cant make anyone care for others i really thought she loved me. now i know i was wrong... i cant deal with this right npw. im sorry to say but im sitting on at 2000 + lyriics/poams right now that ive wrote. and i think this will be my last poam i write on these pages. havent decided yet. im still n a lot of pain. cause im the obe who broke it off. and there was a reason why i did... i probably wont b back on here for at least a month... goodbye ppl, i hope all ur lives fare better than mine did... Goodbye ppl..~~~ Bobby

K. thanx i will return then

Im n sooo much pain. it hurts so bad. i cant stop crying. im so lost. i feel so dead inside... i dont know what to do xcept write this comment. why does everyone want to hurt me? My family, my x wife, &this woman who says she loves me but she dont. never did. and i found out who she really was when it was too late... back stabbing, decitful, hateful, when i did nothing but spill my heart out to her. i feel so humiliated. what did i do to deserve her in llife? It seems i find the ladies who always wants to hurt me... why does everyone wonder why i wrife so much darkness. i am torn apart inside. i may not have anything left of my heart... im not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me. But i neede to put this down and it just seemed better to type it here then. write it on paper. im honest with my whole being. and ppl use that to their advantage... im sorry ppl... im gonna go for a bit...:-(

Hanx for what u said dear