I sit here and wonder why are these men undercover, meaning why do they lie in order to get a girlfriend even a wife. I sit here and wonder is there a good man out there that I will have as my lover or just a friend until the end the end of games show me show me the way, the way into your heart so we will never be apart I sit here and wonder will I ever have his attention to make me love him so I can have his heart or did I already mention, mention that I need love and affection.