Got asked on a date. First in like
forever. Rushing to get myself
all together. Excited to death.
Couldn't remember how to take a
breath.

Praying for all to go right. He
shows up with flowers. Out of sight.
Hellos and hugs were exchanged.
All seemed like a Cinderella
story. We lol and finished
the end of each others story.
Everything was Great. We shared
a kiss goodnight. The future
looked bright.

Early a.m. I got a text. I was
so happy it was from him I could
see. I opened the text and it
was about sex. I ignored it.
Then many more each one more vulgar
and nasty then the one before.
The last made me cry. Called me
A whore that I could F*^&$#
myself!

First I blamed it on something I
may have said or done? I mean I
thought we had fun. How could things
come so undone? I wanted to run.
I felt numb and dumb.

I won't date for a while and I
can't even find my smile. How
can someone be such a kind man
one night and a BOY by
daylight??!!