by pinksdejavuSomewhere, West Virginia, USA
Mar 2016 823 Views 7 comments
Sorry...
I'm sorry for expressing my anger.
I harmed someone in a bad way. Now
He's gone. He is staying far away.
It's all my fault. My madness caused
injury and insult. To say I'm sorry
is not good enough for him. I made a
horribly mistake. He no longer cares.
I've cried standing out in the rain
today. I have pushed him away. I am
sorry. A single word that in this
world now seems meaningless.
One mistake and not being able
to make the pain feel less.
Sorry is not easy to say. I'm
saying it anyway. It's over and
I'm feeling blue. What else can
I say or do? I must be stupid or
dumb to cause all of this mess.
I wish I could take it all back.
I imagine he was no doubt ambushed
and hurt by my attack. I feel
like I'm the worst person in the
world. Sorry isn't going to change
anything I've said. I did my best
I have only caused distress. I don't
know how to fix the pain I can't
Live through. My soul cries out.
What is this all about? I say sorry
one last time. You want out to live
your life. I too have to live mine.
I harmed someone in a bad way. Now
He's gone. He is staying far away.
It's all my fault. My madness caused
injury and insult. To say I'm sorry
is not good enough for him. I made a
horribly mistake. He no longer cares.
I've cried standing out in the rain
today. I have pushed him away. I am
sorry. A single word that in this
world now seems meaningless.
One mistake and not being able
to make the pain feel less.
Sorry is not easy to say. I'm
saying it anyway. It's over and
I'm feeling blue. What else can
I say or do? I must be stupid or
dumb to cause all of this mess.
I wish I could take it all back.
I imagine he was no doubt ambushed
and hurt by my attack. I feel
like I'm the worst person in the
world. Sorry isn't going to change
anything I've said. I did my best
I have only caused distress. I don't
know how to fix the pain I can't
Live through. My soul cries out.
What is this all about? I say sorry
one last time. You want out to live
your life. I too have to live mine.
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Posted: Mar 2016
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I'm really confused and mixed up. A real mess in a dress. I am so mean. I hate myself for things I can not fix even through prayer.Poems entered on these pages are copyrighted by the authors who entered them. They cannot be reproduced without the author's written consent. © Copyright 2001-2024. All rights reserved.
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Comments (7)
????? After Saying Sorry:...? All Your Prayers to be Answered. ???? Keeping
You've got to stop beating yourself up for what you've done or said.
You've been going through a very emotional time, and so maybe(?) you did over-react...but hey you're human and a feeling woman and you're entitled to release your hurt.
If he's worth it, he will listen to you ~ if he doesn't ~ best he be gone.
If you can't count on someone in the not so good times, what good are they!!!!!
Stay strong...so many DO CARE ABOUT YOU!
Mady
Kathy
i am totally agreed that god's every decision is perfect and is for our best ,i do respect your opinion Kathy . The Question is:what if the guy comes with same narration from Bible ? Does it mean it was god's decision for his best ?.(i am sorry pink don't mean to hurt you)
The best of my knowledge and study , God created us and sent us to world ,he showed us two ways of life , Right and wrong and left us independent to go ,now it depends on us where we go .Just my humble opinion.
Regards :
You should stand up for what is right for you; and only you can make that decision.
As I see it he does not understand you.He would need to learn your love language as you his. Miscommunication Pink is a dead end.
Pray for guidance cause only God knows if he was meant to be in your life.