Coffee,i found this new world 25 years ago,and noticed all that i did not see before, good and bad, now this new ray of sunshine in my life gives me even more happiness,
I love the Italian food which includes many in the list,constipation for me does not exist with all the olive oil used here allmost on everything is probably the reason.but i do miss the local Chinese take-away in every village in England,Sweet & sour i love, bit like life.
Goodluck. i grew up with a passion to sing.i started in the local choir,then moved on to singing in local halls etc,now i sing only to my dogs, and even they run away,
i have to say a few words on this blog. iam a smoker, but agree with Nearly all that @Takeme says,i hate burning holes in my clothes,the seat of my car,smelling like an ash tray, i hate the smell of cigarretes,those who light up and leave it in the ash tray to burn away,I HATE IT, AND WILL STOP. i will not let this be the reason for NOT finding my partner.
Hi Lookin,here in Italy things are easier,there is a choice of prepaid. or contract. and with hot competition between companies its not expensive, i allways have 2 spare mobiles with me in case i drop one or run over it with the car,(last disaster)i use only prepaid.
Coffee, its true, there was no thought about who i was leaving behind,and yes, selfish, but there is only PAIN,and wanting to take it away as quickly as possible, i dont regret what i did. i survived and became a different,better person who discovered how precious life is.
Yazz, thanks, its time to take away the "crazy people" tag. if my story helps just 1 person understand better the feelings us survivors have, it was worth it,but theres anothere side,the change in our lives after is dramatic,to take notice of everything,for me nature, flowers, animals,etc,to realise and see the beauty that there is in this world, Enough!!! i do go on a bit, sorry.
Coffee,i will tell you a story,husband & wife +2 young kids,husband comes home early,kids playing,wife is upstairs and not alone,man comes down to explain,(he is best friend of husband)no arguments in front of kids,he leaves,husband forgives wife and agree to start life all over,3 weeks later husband gets letter from wifes lawer,wife sues husband for divorce and removes him from family home,Christmas eve(2 weeks later) husband takes presents to family home and and wife opens door,best friend is playing with kids,all very happy,husband leaves with this picture in his mind,no wife, no kids,no house,everything that he loved in the world taken from him. NOTHING,ONLY TEARS AND DESPERATION,HUSBAND DRIVES AWAY IN THE DARK,NOWHERE TO GO, THEN, SILENCE,PEACE,but he recovered from his injuries, Only to explain that we all have a limit to the pain we can endure, And see only one QUICK way to stop the suffering, Some people will condemn me for my actions,others will understand. This is for all people who have tried and survived, because i understand, yes it can be so BAD,
Zweet, i am now learning to play the MANDOLIN, my dogs are not happy with thislucky i have no nieghbours, another 2 years i should be able to play "god save the queen",
Zweet, thank you,i am very happy today i am writing to a lady at last and we seem to have a close frienship,she is very far away but we have plans to meet in the coming months.so fingers crossed,
Hi Steve,Never,i dont get up very early 7/30-8/00,but i do have an hour or so at 2 in the afternoon during summer,to hot,today +38centi,then start work again on my house about 4,
RE: A ray of sunshine in your day
Coffee,i found this new world 25 years ago,and noticed all that i did not see before, good and bad, now this new ray of sunshine in my life gives me even more happiness,