MY INNER PRISON...
Hold on for one more day...Break free from the chains...
I don't want to let myself down any longer. I want to be free to do as I please. I gotta stop self-sabotaging myself. Release me from my inner prison! My inner prison is my inner voice telling me negative things which causes my negative emotions to surface.
What is my inner prison doing to me? Its telling me that I'm not good enough, I'm unloveable, that I won't find someone to love me, that I'm not beautiful enough on my ugly days, that...., it could go on & on. Does it serve me any purpose? NO!!
It causes me so much inner grief, self-doubt, lack of confidence. It makes me fear rejection & especially fearing being hurt again. Does closing myself off accomplish anything? Hell no!!
It keeps telling me so many things that aren't true. It causes me so many wasted tears, of not letting go, of holding onto something that's no longer there, of holding onto past hurts. Of....
Will I be hurt again? Unffortunately yes but hopefully not! Will the next guy hurt me? Probably not! I don't wanna walk around like a wounded victim of heartache. My inner prison is holding me back from moving forward.
We all want it...to love & be loved. But at the same time we put up a wall, we end up not letting anyone in, because we are afraid to open up. We are so afraid that we don't open that door & open oureslve up for....we put up that wall because we're fearing "something".
Are we really fearing love to the point that we stay captive in our inner prison? Why are we keeping ourselves in this cage?
Comments (22)
you are on the right way! Congratulation! All is inside us, pain, happiness, love.... everything. Our mind can become our enemy one day thanks to negativism inside us. Cage we have built up inside us can be the worst prison.
People caught in own cages are the worst and merciless with others. They feel so miserable that only they want, is others to feel the same!
Move on, study, push your negative thoughts away, try to vanish them...
Good Luck!
OOooppps, SORREEE
You weren't talking about me were you ? ? ?
Were you?????
When one wants to make others feel the same hurt, they are just continuing the cycle again. I don't want others to experience hurt because of...its not a good feeling.
Each day is getting better & I try to express myself so I don't keep repeating the same mistake over & over again. Its just on my not so good says I'm more hard on myself...but not everyday....
No its not you
I received a lovely mail in the week, I'd like to forward it to you if I may????
@dreamer
Occupying the mind does help & so does positive distraction. Thanks!
@robertino
Yes especially when he has the key to my heart. And that key unlocks my heart & soul.
Knock knock
Who's there?
My heart & soul
My heart & soul...who?
Unlock me & free me
To love again
Yes there is hope! We must escape our inner prison & free ourselves to love & be loved. To tear down those walls & not fear being hurt & to open ourselves to freedom. Free your mind & the rest will follow.
Yes we wanna feel safe in all ways! But lonely? At times I wanna be alone with myself to think things over. I enjoy my alone time...but I doney the feeling of being lonely. I think I'd rather be alone/happy than be with someone/feeling alone. Yes even with someone you can feel alone.
Parti I wanna know too....
You have captured the truth about ourselves on the spot. This happens daily but still we pursue it because we are always searching for love