@LaFonda “ A lady can hope. banana” Of course a girl can hope. A girl can dream too. I wish you dream something nice that gives you warm feelings when you wake up.
@Dan_777 I get what you mean. Im a pretty reflectivw person imo. But Im tired of looking for things within, it made me a little (or more) selfish. Only considering what makes me happy. But being true to myself, I guess I'll keep it.
@Astranea I'd like to keep being hopeful. But the recent events are persistent in making me become jaded. I just refuse to be that. I am lovable in my naive and sometimes gullible way. But I'll bw cautious. Hey, Goodluck on your search. Hopefully you get to post a happy story for us here next year..
Hello Johnny Sparton to be honest, I've had a LDR before it laster for 4 years. We met here on CS. But LDR like destiny is (as what you said) difficult and expensive. I am open to anything. And it seems to be taking lots of time and patience.
Chatillion been pushing a lot of things to directions I thought were right. But so far, all I got is heartbreak and disappoinment. I only need to get 1 thing right, and aparently, i havent done it yet.
@ElysianFields Most probably and he still keeps on contacting me with a different number. I know though its him. His ego was hurt. And he can't get over that I dumped him.
@GeneralBeacon you sound bitter. Maybe you married a gold digger once and she wiped all your bank accounts? Not all women are like that. I was brought up to be a decent human being by my decent parents. Its not another girl's fault that you chose the wrong people to trust.
A filipina and a muslim might not be a good match, however Ive seen some successful ones. Moreover, the guy I meant isn't Muslim. He's Orthodox Christian.
Well, not all men for sure. Ive dated some whonare genuinely gallant and gentlemen. They deserve respect and appreciation. Its just a shame that it didn't work out with any of them, so here I am, back in this dating circus.
Yes aside from being "gold diggers" Filipinos are known to be very hospitable and hard working. We can sustain ourselves in the direst of situations and still have something to laugh and smile about. We are a resilient bunch.
I did not choose saudi arabia because i thought its a fun place.
Back in 2013 i came to KSA for a job. My furst time abroad. I didn't want to come back. So applied for UK. However i discovered thag my previous employer duped me in my nurse license registration in KSA and UK won't let me practice there if Ive practiced without a license anywhere in the world.. So to make the long story short, I decided to coma back to ksa to sort things out so u can go elsewhere.. In my book, everything has to be done legally even if it would be a long arduous process.
It is difficult to be branded before you even start talking. But I digress. I need to choose the battles I fight so I wouldn't lose my shine. I can't use up all my energy proving anything to anyone who didn't matter.
Middle ease, especially saudi arabia was a cultyre shock for me. But I am surviving. After all, Im a filipina and we are adaptable.
Thank you for your encouragement. God bless and stay safe there where you are.
With regards to the eatery, we went to tgi Fridays. I love their cowboy burger. Just a reasonable place for first date for me.
I have actually noticed the same patern or shall we say excuse of men to get me to go to their house on the first date. I'm sure they use it on all girls. So Im familiar.
To be honest, I don't know why a guy rushes. Its going to get there eventually. But I guess, the reason is that they'd rather spend the most minimum effort required so they could get laid. Then discard.
Im getting tired of this actually. I might just decide to give convent life a chance.
Thanks for the encouragement. I am very hopeful. However I am in a place where it's just too difficult to even hope. Haha. Maybe this is where "trusting the process" comes in.
Hi Molly, I doubt it. They said this thing could last up to a year. Saudi government is taking this thing seriously, which is good. I don't want to die yet with more of my dreams unrealized. So, I'll stay til it's safe to go.
Thanks for the concern. You stay safe and healthy as well.
Dream that livens
@LaFonda“ A lady can hope. banana”
Of course a girl can hope. A girl can dream too. I wish you dream something nice that gives you warm feelings when you wake up.