worked with a transport company that did concerts tho. did all the big day outs late 90s and 2001-3 did matchbox 20. john butler trio did a cpl of others. did all the entertaimment centres best job ever as we did have to buy anything as we ate back stage and at all venues. all our drinkls were free. didnt have to load or unload and we had all access passes. each pass gave us the right to have someone with us but , schmuck me never abused the privilidge to get some girls.......lol even had meals with some famous ppl. talked lead singer of matchbox 20 to try vegimite.....pissed ourselves laughing over that one.
funny thing was it wasnt swearing, it didnt attack body, and i thought it was slightly humourous. by no means anywhere near as bad as some comments.......
went to doctor today. very sick the last cpl of days , just tired and lethagic. also in so much pain in legs. he suggested i have a stay in hospital to help settle things down. i refused of course. have an appointment thursday morning for ultra sounds on my legs and back to try and find source of pain. he thinks my tiredness is due to my heart becoming weaker. also some fluid build up in lungs, not a lot but some. have a chest infection. talk here because i need too....sorryl. depression is getting to me so much. scared but looking forward to the dark. all the pain will go.
many countries around the world have heard the french accent.
1: for the prayers they say for the many foreigners buried on french soil in wars .
2: the same foreign countries when the french say, we surrender, run away, run away, and we want you to fight our wars and battles but we will not help you in yours.
one thing i have learnt in life is every single person on this planet has beauty , some are born with the beauty others see and others have beauty some feel.
my motto: "i am better than no-one else, but by christ no-one is better than me either"
i drive a 21 gear roadtrain,nearly 200 foot long, not many can do that. i am hopeless at computers and others are great at it, doesnt make me less or more important.
ppl who think they are better than others. cant stand ppl who think they have a standing and are better then me. example of that is one profile that states.ugly ppl do not contact me. the profile made her very ugly to me. yet some feed on it and so many guys kept saying,"oh your so pretty , beautifull...........please
infatuation can ruin so many here i beleive. i can add something that may or may not help. i too was in a relationship where i needed to talk about everything, the good , the abd and the uncertain. my partner was the opposite. if we had an argument she would walk away but i coul;dnt leave things like that and it would only cause more drama. same as when things were good, i just loved sharing my moments and sharing her moments, talking about the kids and so on. she seemed to talk alittle but wouldnt go deep and caused a lot of frustration. in the end she left me and i have been suffering ever since. so if you trully love you b/f...... stck with him and just be friends with the new guy. infatuation will pass, love will be with you forever even when we lose a partner the love we felt at the height of that relationship stays to a certain degree. so my friend , as others have stated, look into your heart and feel what your heart tells you but at the same time listen to your head. somewhere in that mix is the answer. mick
dont want to upset just need to ask yourself: on/off for 8 yrs what does that say about you/him? 8 yrs is a long time for a non committed relationship. is it you are only together for comfort and not wanting to be alone ? when was it "off". was it off when one of you were with another? was it on when you were both single? looking at what you posted (and thats all) i feel it is a mutual cling-on relationship. before you look to another decide if your cuurrent b/f is really what you want? if it is commit to each other, if it is not end it and move forward before starting another relationship. if you decide to end it. make it final and for good. as i say 8 yrs is a long time for a on/off thing.
hope i have helped and like all advice here, just my opinion. mick
i can only give an insight for my reasons only. as a divorced father i cant stand the thought of another guy raising my kids and have struggled with it for yrs. i personally wouldnt date a woman that is a single mother for that reason. i know that is not a fair comment but is what i beleive. i dont begrudge others doing it tho. as for certain comments made, ppl should read profiles before emailing if they have a problem with single parents. mick
hmmmmm me again. ok thought i would post an update. most know my story and thought i would post again.....sorry.
this week has been a little hard. i sleep alot more than usual the last week or so, averaging over 12 hrs a night plus an afternoon nap. a sign my heart is getting weaker. i can no longer go on my walks as i am so lethargic and am getting extreme pain in my feet. apparantly my circulation is now being affected. the pain in my lower legs is sometimes excruciating and have taken up pain killers for it. have made an appointment for doctors for monday, first time in nearly 6 months. going to talk about my depression and my moods and my pain, both emotionally and physically. on the children hunt , no developements and starting to fear the inevitable. i never really had much fear but as it gets closer i am getting pretty scared. i welcome posts as its my way of communicating. if this is the wrong place for it please let me know and ill stop posting here.
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merry xmas
heynice to see you