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Aug 6, 2010 7:12 AM CST just an update
mick64
mick64mick64gold coast, Queensland Australia10 Threads 175 Posts
hmmmmm me again. ok thought i would post an update.
most know my story and thought i would post again.....sorry.

this week has been a little hard. i sleep alot more than usual the last week or so, averaging over 12 hrs a night plus an afternoon nap. a sign my heart is getting weaker. i can no longer go on my walks as i am so lethargic and am getting extreme pain in my feet. apparantly my circulation is now being affected. the pain in my lower legs is sometimes excruciating and have taken up pain killers for it. have made an appointment for doctors for monday, first time in nearly 6 months. going to talk about my depression and my moods and my pain, both emotionally and physically. on the children hunt , no developements and starting to fear the inevitable. i never really had much fear but as it gets closer i am getting pretty scared. i welcome posts as its my way of communicating.
if this is the wrong place for it please let me know and ill stop posting here.

love to allteddybear

mick
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Aug 6, 2010 7:20 AM CST just an update
kizzi44
kizzi44kizzi44nantes, Bretagne France6 Threads 398 Posts
mick64: hmmmmm me again. ok thought i would post an update.
most know my story and thought i would post again.....sorry.

this week has been a little hard. i sleep alot more than usual the last week or so, averaging over 12 hrs a night plus an afternoon nap. a sign my heart is getting weaker. i can no longer go on my walks as i am so lethargic and am getting extreme pain in my feet. apparantly my circulation is now being affected. the pain in my lower legs is sometimes excruciating and have taken up pain killers for it. have made an appointment for doctors for monday, first time in nearly 6 months. going to talk about my depression and my moods and my pain, both emotionally and physically. on the children hunt , no developements and starting to fear the inevitable. i never really had much fear but as it gets closer i am getting pretty scared. i welcome posts as its my way of communicating.
if this is the wrong place for it please let me know and ill stop posting here.

love to all

mick



I honestly hope and prayer you get your health sorted out,and have news from your family soon.Please stay strong!!hug
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Aug 6, 2010 7:22 AM CST just an update
Godsgift
GodsgiftGodsgiftEnnis, Clare Ireland251 Threads 13 Polls 10,040 Posts
mick64: hmmmmm me again. ok thought i would post an update.
most know my story and thought i would post again.....sorry.

this week has been a little hard. i sleep alot more than usual the last week or so, averaging over 12 hrs a night plus an afternoon nap. a sign my heart is getting weaker. i can no longer go on my walks as i am so lethargic and am getting extreme pain in my feet. apparantly my circulation is now being affected. the pain in my lower legs is sometimes excruciating and have taken up pain killers for it. have made an appointment for doctors for monday, first time in nearly 6 months. going to talk about my depression and my moods and my pain, both emotionally and physically. on the children hunt , no developements and starting to fear the inevitable. i never really had much fear but as it gets closer i am getting pretty scared. i welcome posts as its my way of communicating.
if this is the wrong place for it please let me know and ill stop posting here.

love to all

mick



Had all the same symptoms 2 years ago. I drive for a living like I suspect you do. I was overweight and smoked 20 cigarettes a day. Sore legs and feet and sleeping all the time too...and the depression.


Doctor checked my blood sugar and it turned out I had type 2 diabetes. It's taken a couple of years but changed my diet, stopped smoking, get a wee bit of exercise per day....even just walking....I bought a bicycle after torturing myself for over a year in the gym. It takes time and baby steps. I gave up the cigarrettes too and no one was more surprised than me. I smoked 20 a day for 30 years. No more depression either though I had to go on prozac for 4 months in the middle of it all.

Mid 40s, proffessional driver, overweight!So I'll lay a pound to a penny, you're diabetic and if you do the right things, you'll be fine.

I'm actually healthier now than I was as a teenager. This could be the bst thing that ever happened to you. It could force you to turn your life around...if your prepared to put in a wee bit of effort.

Good luck my friend. Let us know how you get on. hug
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Aug 6, 2010 7:23 AM CST just an update
Dagosto
DagostoDagostoKnoxville, Tennessee USA74 Threads 15 Polls 3,076 Posts
Not to worry Mick. Glad you're gonna see the docs again. Shame it took excruciating pain to make you do the right thing. Don't give up trying to reconnect with your kids! May take effort to find them, but they're your kids.

wine 34
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Aug 6, 2010 7:23 AM CST just an update
bodleing
bodleingbodleingGreater Manchester, England UK238 Threads 8 Polls 13,810 Posts
Not the wrong place at all Mick. Lots of people here to share your feelings and concerns with.
Sorry to hear you are having to go through this, but visiting your doctor has got to help.

Good luck fella.

comfort
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Aug 6, 2010 7:31 AM CST just an update
mick64
mick64mick64gold coast, Queensland Australia10 Threads 175 Posts
Godsgift: Had all the same symptoms 2 years ago. I drive for a living like I suspect you do. I was overweight and smoked 20 cigarettes a day. Sore legs and feet and sleeping all the time too...and the depression.Doctor checked my blood sugar and it turned out I had type 2 diabetes. It's taken a couple of years but changed my diet, stopped smoking, get a wee bit of exercise per day....even just walking....I bought a bicycle after torturing myself for over a year in the gym. It takes time and baby steps. I gave up the cigarrettes too and no one was more surprised than me. I smoked 20 a day for 30 years. No more depression either though I had to go on prozac for 4 months in the middle of it all.

Mid 40s, proffessional driver, overweight!So I'll lay a pound to a penny, you're diabetic and if you do the right things, you'll be fine.

I'm actually healthier now than I was as a teenager. This could be the bst thing that ever happened to you. It could force you to turn your life around...if your prepared to put in a wee bit of effort.

Good luck my friend. Let us know how you get on.


hello, and thanks. lot more to it. please read some of my other posts/threads.
mick
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Aug 6, 2010 7:33 AM CST just an update
Godsgift
GodsgiftGodsgiftEnnis, Clare Ireland251 Threads 13 Polls 10,040 Posts
mick64: hello, and thanks. lot more to it. please read some of my other posts/threads.
mick

Sorry. I just have. Saw your age and your job and saw similarities. I wish you well.handshake
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Aug 6, 2010 7:34 AM CST just an update
mick64
mick64mick64gold coast, Queensland Australia10 Threads 175 Posts
Godsgift: Sorry. I just have. Saw your age and your job and saw similarities. I wish you well.



its cool my friend


cheers
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Aug 9, 2010 6:12 AM CST just an update
mick64
mick64mick64gold coast, Queensland Australia10 Threads 175 Posts
went to doctor today. very sick the last cpl of days , just tired and lethagic. also in so much pain in legs. he suggested i have a stay in hospital to help settle things down. i refused of course. have an appointment thursday morning for ultra sounds on my legs and back to try and find source of pain. he thinks my tiredness is due to my heart becoming weaker. also some fluid build up in lungs, not a lot but some. have a chest infection. talk here because i need too....sorryl. depression is getting to me so much. scared but looking forward to the dark. all the pain will go.crying
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Aug 9, 2010 6:25 AM CST just an update
Grandepensees
GrandepenseesGrandepenseesVerviers, Liege Belgium45 Threads 1 Polls 3,691 Posts
mick64: went to doctor today. very sick the last cpl of days , just tired and lethagic. also in so much pain in legs. he suggested i have a stay in hospital to help settle things down. i refused of course. have an appointment thursday morning for ultra sounds on my legs and back to try and find source of pain. he thinks my tiredness is due to my heart becoming weaker. also some fluid build up in lungs, not a lot but some. have a chest infection. talk here because i need too....sorryl. depression is getting to me so much. scared but looking forward to the dark. all the pain will go.


I'm sorry to read about your pain and difficulties, dude. I hope you find some peace of mind somewhere and some help for your pain.
I wish you the best to come and I hope you've sorted everything in your Self. Don't fear, you have everything you need IN you.
My heart goes out to you, friend.hug
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Aug 16, 2010 7:17 AM CST just an update
mick64
mick64mick64gold coast, Queensland Australia10 Threads 175 Posts
been to doctors today. getting very sick.
dont care.

trying to find wife.
decided what needs to happen.

feel better knowing plans.


dont care what ppl think of me anymore.
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Aug 16, 2010 8:42 AM CST just an update
cincity
cincitycincitytoronto, Ontario Canada9 Threads 2,496 Posts
mick64: been to doctors today. getting very sick.
dont care.

trying to find wife.
decided what needs to happen.

feel better knowing plans.dont care what ppl think of me anymore.
Mick

Maybe try posting a letter in the major newspaper of your area or in her area...maybe address it to your children...Just letting them know how much you love them...

I do hope that you can at least speak to your wife if not your children soon...

teddybear Thinking of you
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