awww *hugs* sorry you are feeling that way. And the flu sure doesn't help. I can relate to how you feel though. I have been feeling kind of down myself, and am basically in the same situation as you are (outside of being sick right now). And the only friend I did have was also someone I was very much in love with, and now I have not only lost my lover, but my best and only friend. *passes you a cup of tea* :) It will get better.
That was the way I always felt too. That's why this last time, when this happened, and he told me one day, that we needed to be realistic and face the fact that we would probably never be together in RL, it really broke my heart, because I felt like, if you really love someone enough, you won't just give up without trying at least.
You will find these "griefers" anywhere online. Their purpose is to annoy, aggravate and start arguments and such. That is their source of entertainment. The more they can upset you, the happier it makes them.
I always figure in RL they must have serious social issues and the internet lets them say/do what they wish they could in RL, but don't have the cojones.
Sometimes Love just ain't enough Patti Smyth- Don Henley
I dont wanna lose you, I dont wanna use you Just to have somebody by my side And I dont wanna hate you I dont wanna take you But I dont wanna be the one to cry That dont really matter to anyone, anymore But like a fool I keep losing my place And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are Baby sometimes love just aint enough
Now I could never change you I dont wanna blame you Baby you dont have to take the fall Yes I may have hurt you But I did not desert you Maybe I just wanna have it all It makes a sound like thunder It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who will never see the truth I keep thinking somethings gonna change
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are Baby sometimes love just aint enough
And theres no way home When its late at night and youre all alone Are there things that you wanted to say Do you feel me beside you in your bed There beside you where I used to lay
And theres a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch. Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough. Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
I never really think about it much. But the other night, I was feeling down and worthless, and came to read the forums. While reading forums, I read this one person's story which was fairly similar to where I was just a few years ago, and it made me realize that I really did what I thought I could never do, and had to be blessed along the way to do it. That I should be proud of myself for what I have managed to accomplish, no matter how insignificant my existance may seem to others. That made me feel pretty good.
Thanks, glad things worked out for you. Yeah I agree with what you say. Had things been different we might have had a real chance at a really great and lasting relationship. But there were too many obstacles and we dreamed a lot of being together in the real world, but pretty well knew it would never be possible. This is not my first time around with this either, so yeah. Stick me with a fork, I am done!
Glad you two could make it happen though, always nice to hear the good side.
And thank you. While I am hurting very much, I realize the whole thing was doomed from the start, but we listened to our hearts and not our brains. It was inevitable really.
I am going to help my daughter move furniture later. And I am getting out and do something. If it's nothing but wander around window shopping. My online love of over a year dumped me yesterday, and this time I am done with long distance love..I have vowed to rediscover RL...screw this! lol
Tinkle, wash my hands and face, turn on the tv in my room and lay there and watch it til I doze. Usually while surrounded by my dog and two cats who really like to watch animal planet :P (JK, they are too busy snoozing to watch anything)
No, you really aren't alone. I am really not part of any clique either but it doesn't really bother me. I never was in one during high school or anywhere else either. I know I am a bit different, but I don't think it's necessarily bad. I haven't had anyone really be outright rude to me but once or twice here, and then I just kind of laughed it off. A few people have emailed me and we have had few conversations back and forth. Pleasant enough, but certainly not any love connections or close friends. I suppose maybe I just haven't really corresponded much with many people, but I have never been the type to initiate that sort of thing. See, I am rather shy too in RL. Maybe that's why. I don't come here that much. I come and read forums when I can't sleep and what not, but not really a regular. Just say what's on your mind (without being totally rude of course) and don't worry about what people think or say. If you have to sugar coat everything you say for fear of controversy, then the people you may end up connecting with, may never see the real you. Or at least that's how I look at it. I do try to not offend anyone but some people will get offended at "hello" lol
DinaD Forum Posts (735)
Welcome
RE: well ladies and gents
Thanks Alex. I wish the same for you as well.