Doing me a service. huh? kicking me when I am down? drawing even more attention to this thread and causing others to say crap as well? This has been a bad enough day already and all you have made it worse.
I remember a time when CS was a great place to be. A time before most of these people were even here.
Nothing quite like preying on somebody when he is at his weakest I guess.
Because you started this circus. None of this would have happened if you didn't stick your nose in this thread, my thread talking about missing her and my thread telling people not to think bad about her.
I was getting close to being done posting about it. Also nothing was said by me about any of it today until you brought these threads back up.
Realize that me letting it out here really helps the tears go away. I have had a couple other breakups on this site, posted about it for a few days to help me heal and then it would start to get better. I would move on. Never before have I been treated in this manner though.
Like I said. The point of my threads is that I wear my heart on my sleeve. Thats just how I am. Back when everything was going great, I did nothing but post the good things and express my feelings in pretty much every thread I was in. Now that im hurting over it, I am supposed to STFU or I am looking for pity?
And funny how I wrote a little poem talking abut nothing but what I miss about her, only to have that insulted as well?
Did you ever think that maybe part of these posts are just me getting it out of my system and the other part of it hoping she will read these and see exactly what she means to me?
I am sorry but I am not looking for pity from anybody and I especially don't appreciate the pack attack this has turned into.
I used the word troll to talk about her negativity in my threads. Like I said. If she doesn't like what I am posting, why cant she just stay the hell out of it? Why pour salt in my wounds? A sick game maybe?
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No. She really upsets me. I mean this is a singles site and I was posting in the broken hearts section. If she wants to insult the relationship I had,, she should just keep quiet.
You see this is not the first time. Back when everything was great, we had a thread talking about how happy we were. Who came in there with negativity pretty much insulting the relationship? Mindful.
I have been on this site for over a year and have been in thousands of threads. She is the only person I have ever had a confrontation with.
I mean if she doesn't like what I am posting about, why doesnt she just stay out of my threads?
MONDAY: It's fun to cook for Bob. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls.
TUESDAY: Bob wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Bob brought a friend home for supper.
WEDNESDAY: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kinda of silly but I took a bath. I can't say it improved the rice any.
THURSDAY: Today Bob asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, then toss on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Which is what led up to Bob asking me why I was rolling around in the garden.
FRIDAY: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put all ingredients in bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left.
SATURDAY: Bob did the shopping today and brought home a chicken. He asked me to dress it for Sunday (oh boy). For some reason Bob keeps counting to ten.
SUNDAY: Bob's folks came to dinner. I wanted to serve roast. All I could find was hamburger. Suddenly I had a flash of genius. I put the hamburger in the oven and set the controls for roast. It still came out hamburger, much to my disappointment.
GOOD NIGHT DEAR DIARY. This has been a very exciting week. I am eager for tomorrow to come so I can try out a new recipe on Bob. If we could just get a bigger oven, I would like to surprise him with Chocolate Moose.
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I think I've already lost you I think you're already gone I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong I think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure
I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - I think too much I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home Cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you
I bet you're hard to get over I bet the room just won't shine I bet my hands I can stay here I bet you need - more than you mind
I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - that I know too much I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home Cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you
I think you're so mean - I think we should try I think I could need - this in my life I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home There's an awful lot of breathing room But I can hardly move If you're gone - baby you need to come home Cuz there's a little bit of something me In everything in you
That would be so incredible if it could happen. I mean every time I see her picture, I tear up. I remember sitting on the bar stool taking that picture while she was singing. It was such a great night and the highlight of this whole crazy year.
My heart still breaks
passive aggressive and possibly worse? Wow. cause you know me all so well. You win mindful. are you happy? I'm gone.