I don't remember when or why being carefree in relationships ended in my life, but I do remember a time when just being together was the only thing that mattered: I'm sure those were the times when I was in my teens and twenties. Now, it seems that practicalities are more important than letting the heart indulge in careless romance. I'm wanting to say something like: A planned stable partnership, that includes really being able to see continued building and togetherness in the future.
RE: Nightmare
At least the authorities know about the incident now. It just takes time from this point for the matter to be controlled.