i know its not alot but it is something and i am looking for a better job. but i could never get rid of my 2 ferrets. right now they are the only thing keeping me sane. and from staying inside and sulking all day. with them i go outside take them on walks. i would willingly give up everything else except for isis and lynx
i dont let 'em. its hard durning the day cause im gone from 6am to about 7pm and i have no door to my room so my things either get stolen or broken. i have to keep how i feel to myself b/c i cant write it down. if i do it will get read and somehow be used as blackmail against me.
at my old hs there were 2 janitors there that where millionaires. they were also very kind and you never knew which ones they were b/c they never braged about it. all you had to do was ask them. they never have to work another day in their entire lives but they do and better yet they are hs janitors but they were very interesting people if you just took the time to talk to them and say hi
i try. i work about 60hrs a week and only make about $80 and most of that is spent on what my ferrets need ...like food and litter and vet bills. so its kinda hard.
what do you do when you are stuck in a house where everyone tells you they hate you, that you are useless, and always putting you down?? ive tried to ingore it as best i can but it still gets to me. they always find fualts with what i do. it is never good enough for them. i dont know what to do anymore. i want out but i have no where else to go. i spend most of my nights crying myself to sleep. even though i have all this negativity i still try to stay positive but it gets harder to do that. i just dont know what to do anymore
i know how you feel. at least you were not at the top of a very big hill when you broke it. all im gonna say is that it really was a series of unfortuante events..... well hope you feel better soon
i do not think that there are any false gods. if you believe in a god then that god exsits through you. i am a wiccan and cannot see myself ever going back to the ways of christianity but like i said it is all a choice and i chose wicca
i miss my uncle died when i was five my grandparents from both sides my sister who died when i was 6 one of my closest friends who died a lil over 2 years ago my brother who i never met he died 2 years b4 i was born
friends who have moved away and pets that have either died or ran away
i havent see a ghost but i swear im being watched by someone from beyond. one house i lived in the tv would trun off then a few min later come back on. or the channel would change. that was b4 you could program your tv to change at a certain time. then the light would always turn off and on and you could here it click off and on a few min later. and of course i can not forget the cat staue that i swear moves. and the computer turning off and on at night. i think it is my sister watching over me and my family.
on another note there is something else i could never explain. well here it goes
i was about 5 yrs old and my sister was 4yrs old we had gone to chuck-e-cheeses and with our tickets we won we got to rubber snakes. well on the way home my sister and i kept hitting eachother with them so my mom took them away from us and held on to them in the front with her. the she freaked out and claimed that they bit her so she opened the window and threw them out the window while we were on the interstate. my sister and i were really upset about that. we thought we would never see them again. so when we got home my mother had to go to the bathroom leaving my dad to get us out of the van and my mother starts freaking out again when she got to the door. not knowing what was going on my sister and i along with our dad went to see what she was yelling about. and on the door step was the two snakes that she had thrown out the window ....we never knew how they had gotten there and i did see her throw them out the window and we didnt have anything like it at home.
we need to put people with common sense in the un . alot of people who are in charge are puppets for those who helped them gain power. it soo easy to see what needs to be done the problem is that nobody wants to do it beacse they fear their puppet masters.
i cant wait til 6pm cause its payday yay and if i get enough it will all be spent on a new ferret ...hmmm i have yet to think of a name crap now i gotta do that too ......
i dont know from personal expierence considering that im 18 and im still a virgin shocking i knoe anyways from what i head its how you work it that matters one of my friends have said to me " you cant just shove it in and bang away you gotta knoe how to work it"
well i have my beliefs on the whole christianity thing and im not gonna say it cause it would make alot of ppl mad its just my views on it and some ppl just dont see it that way. if you really wanna know than email me but other wise this is all im saying on it there is no true church and that is were im stopping
no im not on the cusp more or less in the middle i guess. we talked about astrology in class and it was one of my fav parts. i love the mythology behind it all as well as the other constellations. i know more about it than most and can identify alot of the constellations. anyways have fun and i agree there are too many closed minds on here
i got mine sat afternoon and finished it sunday nite ..... i do have some questions on it though but dont wanna ask cause not everybody that wanted to read it has yet or finished it at least ...well if you wanna know them then ask me but anyways it was a good book i liked it
well my sister took part of her name and part of the father's name to name her baby and got makiah. i dont knoe you could offer it as a sugestion that they think of a way to combine their name's ..... i already knoe what i will name my daughter if i have one .... lillie tisiphone or a boy would be damiem castor there are others but those are my favs and of course the last names would be of thier father or in the unlikely event that im not married when i have kids then they will have my lovely last name ....plz note the sacasim
it is outta hand .... we pay a tax on anything we buy in most places, have money taken outta our pay checks for taxes, then have to pay taxes on the money that we do recieve,it is sooooo stupid way too much taxing on us .. granted we do get a refund check but it only a few thousand dolars if your lucky that is. it drives me nuts as well as other things ... i think we have sat by and let the government run all over us for far too long its time we did something about it. i think i have found my calling i cant change the world but maybe i can make a start with changeing this country for the better
RE: my birthday..aug 2
well i wish you both happy birthdays and hope that they go better than mine did. have fun