We never had a good word to say to each other, couldnt be in the same room for more than a few minutes without a row, to alike my Mam said.
Then I found myself alone with 3 young children. I got the chance of a good job but it meant further education as well as working full time, my dad encouraged me to take the job and he looked after my children each day while I worked full time and studied for 2 years, he became my wife lol (his words) looking after the kids, cleaning my house, cooking dinner. Without him I would never have managed to get my diploma, unfortunately he died a month before my graduation ceremony, but he was there in spirit.
I ahve read what you say about him in the suicde thread. Have you actually meet and does he feel the same? I only ask because it is not clear and you did bring up the subject
I am always cautious about giving advice on a thread, sometimes it is simply that the op knows the answer and need to see it written down and sometimes they only want hear what makes them feel good about there choices.
Arent you a sweetheart to acknowledge that people on here have helped you through a tough patch, it just shows that this is sooo much more than a dating site for a lot of us.
RE: What scares you most about dating??
And why is that hun?