I've been like that for a few weeks, but for me I think it is all the stuff with my Liver Cancer buddy.. I know it's knocked me sideways.. I just feel like someone kicked the wind out of my sails.
At the moment.. It (if you hadn't noticed haha) Is making me far less tolerant of people complaining and 'woe is me-ing'
'Have you got incurable, rapidly moving Liver Cancer? Have you been given a short time to live?
No? then shut the hell up and be GRATEFUL you can carry on LIVING!
(ermm not you Trudy BTW haha)..
It's just how I'm feeling lately.
On the one hand getting to know Mr McMaybe is giving me lots of nice feelings.. (haha I omit the good words!) and Just about since we started talking (was when we first realised there was something wrong with Trish).. So in the background (and foreground- it switches I notice) I have the feeling of being in la la land.. and at the same time being completely heartbroken about Trish.
Just like me meeting Mr McMaybe (next weekend!).. I'm sooo looking forward to meeting him, and spending time with him to see what happens... and on the very same trip I have to go and do the one thing I've been dreading.. seeing my best friend for what could be the very last time.
Soooooooo.. I'm all over the frickin place at the moment.. (if you hadn't noticed)
Good - Bad
Happy - Sad
Thrilled and heartbroken..
Two complete opposites playing tug with my feeling.
I need chocolate, a hug.. a spare liver .. a jet.. and a lobotomy!
Ohh I was going to ask you about that before (as I thought I had seen you mention it somewhere)
Personally.. I can't even play 'Chopsticks' on it .. haha
I had piano lessons growing up.. but I dropped out because my teacher sang in my ear.. wore yucky orange lipstick (with yellow teeth).... and had bad breath..
I love classical music and Opera.. I'm a big fan. I grew up with my dad playing Opera.. and playing the piano.. He has a Bechstein baby grand.. and plays classical music BEAUTIFULLY..
I grew up waking up to that every morning (coz the piano room was under my bedroom haha)
Time to say goodbye- Conte te Partiro.. is my all time favourite Classical/Opera 'song'
here it is originally..
Quando sono solo sogno all'orizzonte e mancan le parole, si lo so che non c'e` luce in una stanza quando manca il sole, se non ci sei tu con me, Su le finestre mostra a tutti il mio cuore che hai acceso, chiudi dentro me la lace che hai incontrato per strada,
Con te partiro' Paesi che non ho mai veduto e vissuto con te, adesso si li vivro' Con te partiro' su navi per mari che, io lo so, no, no, non esistono piu' con te io li vivro'
Quando sei lontana sogno all'orizzonte e mancan le parole, e io si lo so che sie con me, tu mia luna tu sei qui con me, mio sole tu sei qui con me.
Con te partiro' Paesi che non ho mai veduto e vissuto con te, adesso si li vivro. Con te partiro, su navi per mari che, io lo so, no, no, non esistono piu', con te io li rivivro. Con te partiro' su navi per mari che, io lo so, no, no, non esistono piu'. con te io li rivivro. Con te partiro' Io con te.
and translates (I think haha)
as:
When I'm alone I dream on the horizon And words fail Yes, I know there is no light In a room where the sun is absent If you are not with me At the windows Show everyone my heart Which you set alight Enclose within me The light you Encountered on the street
I'll go with you To countries I newer Saw and shared with you Now, yes, I shall experience them I'll go with you On ships across seas Which, I know, No, no, exist no longer With you I shall experience them
When you are far away I dream on the horizon And words fail And yes, I know That you are with me You, my moon, are here with me My sun, you are here with me
I'll go with you To countries I never Saw and shared with you Now, yes, I shall experience them I'll go with you On ships across seas Which, I know, No, no, exist no longer With you I shall experience them again I'll go with you On ships across seas Which, I know, No, no, exist no longer With you I shall experience them again I'll go with you I, with you
Claayer Forum Posts (15,888)
RE: Negative Attitudes
me too.. and I haven't