very true....it is NOT A SWITCH!.....it is a continuous life-long struggle which takes alot of faith, patience, and endurance........so here is a question for you: How would one go about testing something so vague as "faith"?
So "hypothetically speaking"...You are in front of God and you are about to be judged, based on what you did and didn't do.... "oh no God! you can't really blame it on me. I had alot of things going on in my life that I couldn't really focus on you...besides that i was always told my whole life that you never existed"..wouldn't it be kinda "stupid" on your part to be the one duped into thinking there was no such thing as a creator; because of what you see on t.v., what others tell you, and the most popular "God has never done anything for me". Would you really believe that your spouse or someone you like was a bad person or didn't have a quality you've seen in them before, just because of someone else's opinion or perspective of life. It's kinda difficult to grasp the idea of why anyone(not directing it towards anyone on this forum) would rather choose a cycle of reoccuring heartache, pain, bitterness and despair instead of taking a chance and experience life on the "other" side of the road. I mean there is soo much to gain and yet nothing to lose....(oh yeah, there is)
Someone told me the other day that i was a "late bloomer" ,....I have my own thoughts about what that means, but what is everyone's definition of a "late bloomer"??
It takes a leap of faith at first and the want to find "more" ....listen to this song.......Stacie Orrico- more to life ,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-XQoBgWVquE
1.) first crush-(age:12-13)-went to the same private school and like some of the later crushes grew on me.-taught me that girls are fun-
2.)Most memorable teen relationship-(15-16)-will never forget this person, but was essential for us both to go different ways so there can be growth.-taught me the meaning of wanting someone-
3.)first highschool crushes(15-18)-their were 2 of them they were best friends and complete of opposites of each other. One shy and quiet the other fun and outgoing.-taught me to like many different kinds of personalities-
4.) first strong(wow you intrigue me on so many levels) crush/maybe love-(19-20)- This will be the person i will always remember and have strong feelings for. We never really talked to each other. I could definetly "see" her "soul" and how she felt at times and what she truly wanted/needed. My wanting for her helped me through some hard times(if that makes sense)...i dunno but things happen for a reason.-taught me to not give up or be too cautious for someone you care for-
RE: THE CS BUCKET LIST
Hearing the words YES!! from Rhianna(the singer) after asking this quesiton.......:Will you bear me a child?