A moment of silence for those who still suffer. I feel your sorrow my friend. Widowfriends dot net has place set up for people who have lost loved ones. I have been there and it a special place like this one. I used to be a plasma donor till the AIDS thing broke out. It is a heartbreaking thing. May the spirit of compassion be with you.
Five years ago we had friends that we met on aol in the wav rooms. She let us stay at her house in Las Vegas and we had a lot of fun playing the slots. I won fourty dollars in nickles and Dottie played Keno. We had a lot of fun staying at Ann's house and Ann drove us to Lake Mead. Was nice loking over Hoover Dam. Amazing story how they built it. I first met Dottie on aol through her friend Talkinwavs. I was Lovinwavs then. Talkinwavs was named Dot and so was Dottie. A friend told me to quit playing Dot to Dot, lol.
In Handicapped Services I worked with the blind. I noticed they would rock and it made them feel better. I thought I would expand on that in this poem. Get ya a Child, pillow, watermelon, stuffed animal, whatever, lol. Then with the whatever in your lap you will rock at a cadence of one, two, three and rock on four. Ready, here we go.
I, 2, 3, Rock 1, 2, 3, Rock 1, 2, 3, Rock 1, 2, 3, Rock
I'm rocking my baby. I'm rocking my baby. I'm rocking my baby. I'm rocking my baby.
I'm rocking my baby in my arms today. Safe from all harm and never to stray. We are at home and we're not alone. All is just OK we're having fun today.
OK, now you are the baby and you are being rock.
1, 2, 3, Rock 1, 2, 3, Rock 1, 2, 3, Rock 1, 2, 3, Rock
Baby is rocking me. Baby is rocking me. Baby is rocking me. Baby is rocking me.
Baby is rocking me and I feel free. I'm in their arms and I'm getting rocked. Rock me baby away to a better day. Make me feel better in your warm arms. Take away the pain and the the sorrow, give me peace today tell me alls OK.
That is what is so cool about friendship. Having a friend takes the edge off of being lonely. With the edge taken off of being lonely then impatience has the edge taken off of it. With the edge off of lonely and impatience the the friendship has a real chance of progressing. Love that doesn't start out as friendship can be doomed to fail because it isn't really love but an imitation.
It is really a contradiction. Our walls are like the rings on a tree when you cut a tree down. The older you are the more walls. A person who has never been hurt or new to love falls in love fast but a more experience person knows to fight love as long as they can stand it until they break down and either give in or go or the real prize-a real nice sanitarium somewhere with nice padded walls. Don't make them say those words. Fight it with all your strength. You can resist love, I know you can do. Make us all proud. I am rooting for you.
I bet that was real nice, Kristi. I wish I could get in one of the get togethers. The closest thing I came to something like that was a company picnic.
She only gets online through the library and people in line are waiting on that. Sundays she can't get on at all. She has always been a good friend and I know we all miss her. She has had so much to deal with. Things are getting better for her.
Saying I am sorry really helps me especially if I am right. I once thought I was wrong but I was in error. I am sorry that I could not admit I was wrong for so many years. There is nothing more beautiful than just being yourself.
Love me again like you did before. Tell me you love me every day for the rest of our lives. Hold me dear and don't let me go. Say those words that I long to hear. Give me sweet peace and kiss me love. I long for your touch like never before. Be with me darling and take my hand. We will make it love it just takes time. I know you are so special to me. Do you think of me when you walk out that door? Do you miss me when we're not together? Do I ever cross your mind? Babe come right here and sit down beside me. Look into my eyes and be with me. Love me again like you did before.
RE: HOW WOULD U MANAGE HURTFUL MANNERISMS OF YOUR LOVER?
I kind of like the golden rule approach. I haven't always had that much luck with it, though.