Being there and not even talking. Knowing you are there if only in spirit. Feeling the love even if not being conscious of it. Coming home to love and you are there. This undescrible joy that you give me. Knowing what it was like before I met you and remembering that when arguments arise. Being able to forgive and to be forgiven. The trust that is unbreakable and so refreshing. The commitment that does not feel like a ball and chain. The freedom that is there and the ability to be myself and to share my feelings. The honesty because of the acceptance. The realness from knowing that it is we. The partnership and bond that comes from time honored friendship. The certainity of being able to say I love you everyday and feeling it. Feeling it when you say I love you back to me. The wanting met and the cravings pacified. The intensity and the passion that we share because we care about each other. The naturalnest and the ease because we both wanted to be together. The beauty and the beast both conquered by love. The feeling of not being ashamed when we are around others and the pride that swells in us and others see it.
Love casts a shadow just like a human does. We see it in our actions and in our behavior. We become aware of it when we are with others. It is like the real thing so close and yet missing something and we try to name it but it is more like a feeling. It like it is almost there and we really want it to be but something just tells us that we just should wait and test it some more. We want it to be real and we want it so bad but still there is just something about it that we just can't put our finger on. But what if it was real and the doubt is in us. Better wait then to take a chance on getting hurt again and finding out the hard way. It is like so close and it makes us want to cry. How long we wonder must we be without love and that special feeling? The shadow tempts us and teases us and we wonder how could love be so cruel.
My love is like a still voice heard in the night. My love is like a deer walking in the snow. My love is like a squirrel gathering nuts for winter. My love is like the first snowflakes in Autumn. My love is like a quiet stream meandering. My love is like a mist arising from a lake. My love is like a wild and rushing river. My love is like the rapids wild and dangerous. My love is like a roaring lioness protecting her cubs. My love is like dancing in the spirit. My love is like an earthquake moving. My love is like a tsunami crashing against the shore. My love is like a tornado blowing out of control. My love is like speaking in tongues. My love is like an avalanche that is beyond stopping. My love is like the Holy Ghost taking over. My love is like the Wrath of God. My love is like the Apocalypse. My love is like God.
This vacuum of space where love used to be. This black-hole in myself where there used to be you. This consumed place a person used to reside. This anxiety attack of what once was feeling. This corroded area that used to be filled. This broken spot that used to be unknown. This craving for something to replace what is gone. This hell that used to be heaven. This dead place where life used to be. This cemetery inside my heart. This guarded desire and this hole in my heart. This nothingness that consumes me. This mushy feeling that reeks of desert.
Don't mess with a drag queen, baby by RainbowSlider
(I dressed up like Mae West one time at a Narcotics Anonymous dance, lol. Some women got jealous with me cause I got more dances then some of them, lol. You would of just had to been there, lol. Mae is sent in by show 'Cheaters', lol.)
Don't mess with a drag queen, baby because I will try on all your clothes. Hmmm, what we got here? I like the way it stretches. Jeez, what a tight fit.
Hey, I seen this watch before and where did you get this tie? Click, taking evidence pictures. Oh, this should do nicely. Yes, this should be impressive.
Oh, my, check this out! A diary, oh , cool. Flipping through the pages. Jeez, such language I just can't believe this.
Rip, uh oh, that wasn't supposed to happen. I will just take this off and no one will be the wiser. I better be careful.
I wonder what this is? Oh, cool, lipstick. I sit down in front of the mirror. Puckering and applying.
Hmmm, letters, I better look. We got you now, honey. You won't get out of this one. Yup, the evidence is staggering. Caught red handed in the cookie jar.
I hear someone coming as I hide in the closet. Hmmm, a male voice in a woman's room time for me to check out.
I will just grab these ear rings because I know she won't be back for a while at-least. Oh, and this teddy I just got to have.
You said that you liked our friendship. I hear what you are saying. You wrote that you loved me. I read what you wrote. You let me know how you felt. I felt what you felt. So what are you going to do about it?
Reality and me like to play hide and go seek. I hide and reality tries to find me. I have hid but reality always seems to find me. You would have to ask reality how long we have been together because I forget sometimes. Sometimes, I get angry at reality and tell reality just where he can shove it. I just added a deadbolt lock and told reality to try to get through that. I laughed so hard because I made sure he couldn't get through that. But then I got lonely and had to let him. He told me to quit playing games because he needed to visit with other friends. But that made me jealous and told him so I am not good enough for you that you need other friends. He just laughed and then that really pissed me off. I thought about giving him the finger or better yet a whole arm. But then I thought I would get on this really tall ladder and stand up straight and put my arm straight like an enormous middle finger and said take this reality!
Just a, just a little toe. OK, just a little toe. Just a, just a little finger. Now, you're getting greedy. Oh, come on whats it going to hurt. Oh, alright, just a little finger. Just a, just a little hand. OK, but thats it enough you'll spoil your dinner. Just a, just a little arm. I said thats enough dinner's ready.
DEER HUNTING SEASON A man and his friend were enjoying Deer Hunting Season in rural Arkansas near a blacktop highway.
A huge buck walked by and the hunter carefully drew his bow and took careful aim.
Before he could release his arrow, his friend pointed at a funeral procession passing on the road below their stand. The hunter slowly let off the pressure on his bow, took off his hat, bowed his head and closed his eyes in prayer.
His friend was amazed. "Wow, that is the most thoughtful and touching thing I have ever seen. You are the kindest man I have ever known."
The hunter shrugged. "Yeah, well, we were married for 35 years."
This man looks for a woman who is a friend. She must be able to communicate. Since I am a man that is not that easy to do. Feedback is required because assuming can get you into trouble. She must be able to take as well as give anger. She must be able to forgive because I have been known to make mistakes. I look for a woman who is willing to spend time with me but other friends as well. After time with me she will need a friend to restore her sanity, lol. Yes, humor, too is welcomed. I know she will need time for herself so she will have to be able to stand up to me at times so maturity is necessary. I want her to have patience because a relationship needs time to grow. I want her to know honesty is most appreciated. Her trust I know I must earn but that would go for both of us. I wouldn't want her to do anything that I couldn't do. I would want to know if she was Mrs. Right already, lol. I would like it if she was cute, lol. A nice smile would be a plus. I want a woman who can kiss and hug well. I would like her to know I would probably want more than that though, lol. That is enough to start, lol.
Ok, how about if you get caught looking at another girl/guy and your girlfriend/boyfriend asks you if you see something you like then what would be your reply, lol?
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So Long LoveLive long and prosper.
Take heart your family loves you.
Your friends will always be with you.
You will find real love.
Always go with your gut instinct.
Be kind to those around you.
Remember humans err.
Remember how much you like anger.
Be good to those you care about.
Share your feelings with friends.
Open up to new experiences.
Be willing to grow in selfless love.
Free yourself of self righteousness.
Let your destructive behavior go.
Have fun with others.
Learn to give space.
I wish you the best of luck.
I hope you find happiness.
May all of days be fulfilling.
Love your family like yourself.