Nene, I can't believe it! My daughter, Sara just called. The conversation was so precious. She is at Arkansas Tech. She had her first General Psychology class. Had a flat on the highway and changed the flat by herself. She says she will call, tomorrow at same time. I can't wait! I love you, dad, I thought my heart would bust. As soon as the tears stop and I can see the screen again, I will write more. :)
I got ten foot more path mowed. Grass is just too high and wet. Cool enough to mow but grass is wet. Geeez. Oh, well, will start on pile of dishes, then after pile of clothes, lol. Mo has this Robert De Niro look from Taxi movie when I tell him he has the house and I will do the yard, lol. Are you talking to me, lol?
Hi, ya Kristi, I was just thinking of you. :) Nene, you're welcome. I know why they put whistles on tea pots. I forgot I was brewing then looked, oh, no, it overboiling. Ran in there and saved the tea, lol. :)
Not too bad. I went out to try to mow the front yard. It is very high grass that is wet. I started about ten times. I admitted defeat. I said well if you don't want to get mowed, you'll just have to stay like that. I didn't want to mow it anyways, lol. I will probably try again but take it in spurts; like I do this housework, lol. So far my dog hasn't complained and I clean it as it bothers me, lol.
I would like to say I have a lot of patience. I am impressed with people that have it. I have endurance and that makes up for not having patience for me. My track record speaks for itself for me. I am still here ain't I, lol?
If I don't get to sleep soon it'll will be another day working while sleeping, lol. I have friends tell me wake up, Roy. I reply with does it help to be awake to this job that you can train monkeys to do, lol?
Little notes written and found later on in different places. Terms of endearment inscribed with loving assurance. Precision lunches made with refinement with notes contained in the box within. Hints of rendevouses in midnight hours. Frolicking behavior of nudists chasing. Deep thoughts shared and information gathered. Nudists in spoonlike postions all through the night. The tragedy of change and the victimization of one not knowing. Victiminize and not feeling the effects of the pang till many years later.
Accept that you are human and you didn't intentionally try to hurt him. It is good to forgive others and it is good to forgive yourself. If you can forgive others than you can forgive yourself. You accept blame now accept forgiveness. You tried to do the right thing is what is most important. To feel hurt is part of being human. We stumble, we fall, we pull ourselves up and dust ourselves off. Then we walk again with a lesson learned that we will not forget soon. When it is beyond your control pray for them. Ask God to do for them what you could not. To err is human to forgive is divine. :)
A friend that is patient when the words don't come out easy. A friend that is there so I don't have to be lonely. A friend that can forgive me if I am too blind to see something. A buddy that I can share my innermost feelings with and not feel rejected. A buddy that can offer suggestions without trying to change me. A buddy who has time for me and wants to do things with me. Some one to hold and some one to hold me. Some one that I can nuture and who can nuture me. Some one who can be strong for me when I am weak. Some one who can weak for me when I am strong. Some one who would mean so much to me that to be without her would misery. Being spontaneous is not always easy. Sometimes it hurts to be honest. Some one who was meant to be there all along.
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RE: Things I Learned Today (Revived)
My daughter still loves me. She called me today. I am so happy. The rest of the day can go to hell, I don't care, lol. :)