explorador Forum Posts (113)

RE: what i am looking for

i'd love someone being a talkative bird before my shyness will go away and i will become a talkative bird myself

RE: which of the following was your best subject at school?

i have accepted it and now trying to live with it

RE: which of the following was your best subject at school?

hi sweet amenda,
i saw documentaries about school in china,
they work very hard there, a lot harder than in sweden, here they just play in school.
then the real life strike them.
but it seems like real life is harder even for you.
at least in school you know the rules

RE: which of the following was your best subject at school?

I was good at everything, now it's downhill at most of things, the worst is knowledge of people's behavior, especially CS people behavour, some behaviour patterns are very mysterous to me, i feel like an alien from another planet

Are there any horror books/films lovers on this site?

I love spiritual horror, paranormal, ghosts and haunted houses.
Someone here wrote about kicking or beating trees to relieve stress.
I feel sorry for the trees, they can’t go anywhere so I read horror instead.
It helped me through the most horrible situations in my life,
because they always have it worse there

Who are players and what is head games?

explain it to me people,
I am still new to this and have so much to learn.
is there a female version of it?

RE: beggars on the strret...what do you do?

yes i know, some people in west have no idea how bad it can be and no welfare

RE: If people are so perfect.....

I always secretly admired some bad girls because they seemed to be more grown up and knew some secret things that I didn't know. I used to be good, but it was because I was a coward, now I allow myself to be bad from time to time when I feel for it. we all need to be in touch with our bad side sometimes to know ourselves better.

RE: beggars on the strret...what do you do?

don't they have to give the money to their parents then? i heard that children beg and then have to give away the money to some grown ups and get nothing themselves.
i think the best idea give food to everyone

RE: How Do You Relate To God?

i have read somewhere that for a true religious maniac everything is a sign

RE: Whats the weather like outside at the moment??

+8C and rain

RE: How Do You Relate To God?

I wanted to believe in God so much. I am not gullible and don’t believe in everything just because many people say so. I studied religion at the university and applied it to my own experience.
My conclusion is that people invented God when they are in scary or uncontrollable situations and there is nothing else to do and nowhere else to turn. If he/she exists he does what he wants, not what I ask him, I tried many times nothing happened, he never answers my prayers.
So god is like weather, you can pray it will be raining and it’s raining and you think he listened to your prayers, but next time there is a good chance that nothing would happen, because you can’t ask or communicate with weather.
But I still talk to him every day and he is just my fantasy friend because I don’t have a real one. I don’t expect anything from him any more, just talk. I tried not to but it was boring and empty so I continue.
God is far from anything that churches and priests say. If he is loving why is there so much misery and usually good people suffer? The only rule I see working in real life is survival of the fittest, when people use cleverly their talents and circumstances to reach what they want. The rest is an illusion.

RE: would you stay celibate for 2 years in a relationship?

i stayed 5 years

the meaning of life for you is?

then i would know that i haven't live for nothing, give my life a purpose

RE: recent hook ups

very mysterous

Is it OK to quote somebody else’s profile in my profile?

I got email from a guy and when I viewed his profile I was surpised to see my own words, a portion of my profile, cut and pasted into his.
Now I don’t believe he is a scammer, maybe his english is not so good and he thinks I express his idea of what he wants the right way.
I did it once myself, I read a profile and I liked it and I used a part of it, a story, to illustrate my own idea. I used quotation marks when I used his words and referred to him and asked him for permission to use it. he wasn’t on line for a long time and didn’t see my email so I took the quote away.

the meaning of life for you is?

i don't have anyone who is there for me, may be if i had

the meaning of life for you is?

no, why?

RE: How do you measure success?

the meaning of life for you is?

exactly
My favourite books are coelho's "the pilgrimage" and "the alchemist". my favourite quote of his: "To realize one’s destiny is a person’s only real obligation."

RE: have you any phobias?

social phobia = people, internet chat, webcam, phones

the meaning of life for you is?

for me it is to find out who I am, what is special about me and use it to make myself happy first, then maybe someone else too, but the main thing is selfishly enjoy life as much as I can.

RE: How do you measure success?

to do what you want, even if everybody else thinks it's weird

RE: is there anything special you want to do before you die?

i don't know it yet myself

RE: is there anything special you want to do before you die?

Hi sweet Amenda,
I should probably say charm the world.
Hope all is good for you

RE: is there anything special you want to do before you die?

Conquer my fears and emotions and then conquer the world

RE: what does a guy look in a girl for dating?

I am Russian, wasn't even allowed to have a restaurant dinner date before I got married. I am 47, have never had a dinner date in my life and dislike the idea.

RE: chinese products are..

another suspicious man, I kind of getting used to it, I am sure weird, I know that

RE: chinese products are..

yes, why not, i have been watching you Robert you are charming

RE: chinese products are..

thank you Robert, i adore everyone who adores me